i m very worried...this sat dinner is organise by me. is about my name. is about my reputation. not that is all about me, but it got to do with me. whether is sucess or failure it wil b related to me. cos all the while i m the only 1 incharge of it. i want to prove to some of them to see that not only those train under them r good, i m good too. i m much much more better than them. i m independent. i m capable. there is some who said i m the favourite of somebody, thats y i can get such high position. is not, is wat i work hard for all the while. all the while i have been proving myself. jus that i didnt start up with most of them, so i m not their clan. sometime jus got so tired of proving myself. the better i became, the more things i have to do. those who r also at the same level, dun have to do much then can get away by just showing the cute face.
or probably i m jus pressuring myself too much??!! i dunno. probably everything going to be fine on that day? i doubt so. i m jus praying for the best. probably i dun even need to prove myself, probably those ppl wil stil think i m incapable even how well i succeed. btw, this is not that important for me. is jus a past time.
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yes...u being to hard to your own...u hv no needs on proving to anyone...i believed u and ur team learned lot from these...so that's all u need...Same goes for me...it was a hard time last year but i found out those really nice ppl through the process....haha...good luck to ur "dinner"...
I guess no words should be there to pull you down. I remember I told u that I wanna quit, and you scolded me stupid for giving up easiy. Truth is, I find that there is no need for me to prove to anyone anymore. We live for ourselves. The only thing of our achievement can give is the chance to help more people. I learnt that position are nothing anymore. If we are free from responsibilities, we are more happy. This is what I learnt from the day I left, and until now I rejoined back. Maybe what we are seeking is different. But some day we have to let go. remember this is a volunteer organization, there is no need to give urself so much of pressure. It's you, and only you yourself to win and to prove for. No one else and nothing else.
Countdown 1 more day. Tomorrow is the day. Sorry for couldn't be there but best wishes to u. Take care.
p.s : I speak for my experiences. U have to believe me.
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