it is 4 in the morning now, you must be wondering what I am doing so late up??!! i just finish the movie Pirates of the Carribean 3. the advertisements was 30 minutes!! omg.... GSC is getting a little over with its advertisements. the movie was 2 n half hours. my fren who went with me slept throughout the movie. lost my appetite on watching the movie. kinda piss off with that fellow right now. btw, who cares bout that fellow rite??!!
today is the last day and also the only day of my final exam. only 2 subject got final exam. unfortunately, it fall on the same day. 1 at 10am and 1 at 2pm. sucks rite?? i know. i really felt scared and so nervours for the exams especially yesterday. never felt this way before for exams. except those practical exams in piano and ballet will only make me have so much butterflies in the stomach. honestly, i think i might screw up the exam. do not think i did well in it. by the way, i am always has a thinking Why should we grief for the past. the past let it be. just look forward for the future.
so what am i actually now looking forward??!!
-holiday
-holiday
-n holidays
haha...i got 3 months of holiday!!! those who are not my classmates just get jealous of me.haha. i have june, july and august holiday.
i was supposingly plan to do internship during this holiday. but probably i m just too dumb dumb, no one wants to employ me. so therefore only 1 place i can go for work....
anyway, i am also abit glad that i am not going for an internship as before this was worrying about taking leave for my holidays to langkawi and manila which is so pai seh thing to do during internship. i now can concentrate to do the preparation work for my blood donation. i m sure this time manpower is even more lacking, so probably i will just do everything myself. i wil do the letter, i wil search for sponsorship. everything la probably a-z.haha. (trying to act as supergirl again)
of cos not forgetting my baking hobby. i am going to bake cheesecakes, tiramisu,probably muffins...... and defintely making SUSHI!!! haha...ciwawa and adeline dont forget to come join me yea...
by the way, once finish exam already had some programmes waiting for me
1. just now that movie lo
2. tomoro morning facial
3. thurs evening buffet seafood wit adelene
4. fri - mon:CAMP (THE!! of cos st john camp la,wat else??!!)
5. following friday...yum yum...japanese hi-tea at starhill jagoya...(cant wait for it)
6. ................dunno yet la....in planning
7. oh yea, of cos in july my trip tp langkawi (whispering) [planning to get drunk there][liquor r cheap there ma]
8. manila trip with parents :( in august
so i guess thats all for now.. i also almost forget i got any 'koko' (zhak why you ok?) who still remember bout me wanting to buy a laptop but forgetting to update me wit his new number till i cant recognise him....DEVIL!!! anyway miss drinking with you koko and long time no heart talk wit you liao...
CONCLUSION : pink today from a sad person 720 degree change to a happy person....
8.
Wednesday, 30 May 2007
Friday, 25 May 2007
Sick
I am very sick now. had fever, flu and cough. not only me, but the whole family. no mood to study at all. is like die la. before i was sick i also barely study. i stil got 3 days more to study. got so much study for IT subject. and for asian business environment, worried for the high expectation of the lecturer.i never felt this way before other than the last semester the subject which i got very low marks for.
i feel my standard drop a lot. last time used to be the hardworking girl. got highest marks for this or that. but now. i m nothing. felt so useless.
i don't even know how to score well in the following exams, the following semester. in my life, is it just all about scoring??!!
read 1 of my fren,fc blog today, he talk about life seems to be meaningless. i always agree that life is empty and meaningless. it depends on how we put meaning into it. wat kind of meaning to be put in??i also dunno. my dream seems to be more far to be achieved. last time i used to be a girl who is very ambitious that it even drive some guys away from me. but now, all my ambition and dream seems to be so hard to be acheived.
m i no good??m i lazy??or this is just what life is?? i dunnoo...some1 pls tell me.
i feel my standard drop a lot. last time used to be the hardworking girl. got highest marks for this or that. but now. i m nothing. felt so useless.
i don't even know how to score well in the following exams, the following semester. in my life, is it just all about scoring??!!
read 1 of my fren,fc blog today, he talk about life seems to be meaningless. i always agree that life is empty and meaningless. it depends on how we put meaning into it. wat kind of meaning to be put in??i also dunno. my dream seems to be more far to be achieved. last time i used to be a girl who is very ambitious that it even drive some guys away from me. but now, all my ambition and dream seems to be so hard to be acheived.
m i no good??m i lazy??or this is just what life is?? i dunnoo...some1 pls tell me.
Tuesday, 22 May 2007
Boring Days
Actually this few days got not much to do except STUDY. is such a boring things to do. and i only get to read some. and the 'some' i read onli very very little went into my brain. and not many days left to exam day. not sure how am i going to take the exam.
by the way, latest update for my tamagotchi, he is 4 years old now.hehe.his look will change went it got bigger.haha
by the way, latest update for my tamagotchi, he is 4 years old now.hehe.his look will change went it got bigger.haha
Sunday, 20 May 2007
Tamagotchi
hey everybody. Do you know what is a tamagotchi?? or do you stil remember what is a tamagotchi?? if you are around my age, remember when we were in primary school, it was really in trend that you can rear your own pet in this small little gadget. you can rear dog,chicken, butterfly and etc. I had 2 last time. 1 was a dog my mum bought it. 1 more someone else gave me, that one can got 8 type of animal to choose from.
now, there is version 4 tamagotchi. it got infrared. your tamagotchi can make friends with your friend's tamagotchi. they can give present to each other. they can play with each other. it can even get married and produce the next generation.
there is gender given now, either a boy or gurl. i got a boy this time. you don't get to choose the gender. is given randomly. you can go online to play game to earn points. then those points act like cash. can buy food, watch movie, travel around the globe even. haha. they can even go to school. when they grown up they can go to work. also as usual, you need to feed them. but this time the available food are scone, sushi,bread and cereal. they even have snack like cone(ice cream), pudding, tart and orange. is like so cool. still need to bath them of cos.
so whoever is interested go get 1. so we can play together.hehe. my good friend,adelene already got one. actually i and her planned to get it since the last semester. but ended up she got it already. since she already got it, then i went to buy also without considering further.hehe. she got a gurl. since i had a boy. so i suppose we can have child grandchildren together.haha
now, there is version 4 tamagotchi. it got infrared. your tamagotchi can make friends with your friend's tamagotchi. they can give present to each other. they can play with each other. it can even get married and produce the next generation.
there is gender given now, either a boy or gurl. i got a boy this time. you don't get to choose the gender. is given randomly. you can go online to play game to earn points. then those points act like cash. can buy food, watch movie, travel around the globe even. haha. they can even go to school. when they grown up they can go to work. also as usual, you need to feed them. but this time the available food are scone, sushi,bread and cereal. they even have snack like cone(ice cream), pudding, tart and orange. is like so cool. still need to bath them of cos.
so whoever is interested go get 1. so we can play together.hehe. my good friend,adelene already got one. actually i and her planned to get it since the last semester. but ended up she got it already. since she already got it, then i went to buy also without considering further.hehe. she got a gurl. since i had a boy. so i suppose we can have child grandchildren together.haha
Friday, 18 May 2007
All assignment finish...at last
At last....all my assignments is done. The last assignment was submitted yesterday. It was a group assignment. glad that i have good group members.
actually last week got back 1 of my assignment marks, it was really really bad. thank god didnt fail. i been questioning myself, bout my ability. all the while some people think that i m good, even me myself think i m not very bad quality. probably i m not as good as what you and me think I am. starting to lose confidence on myself. so many times cross my thoughts that I want to change course. probably to accounting. since i m so good in numbers. but end of day, i do agree on 2 of my best frens saying, we study is just for the knowledge, study for wat v learn, but not for the marks, grades, and classification. I do agree to that to a certain extent, but what bout my parents and the future employers??!! I dont think they will think that way. especially my parents. last week i really did break down. couldnt stand it. but i guess is just life.
but what really life is?? i always question myself. especially after my great grand ma death, i always think about life and death. probably i can live up to 70 or 80 years. but is it true that my soul does not die. is it true that there is heaven and hell?is it true that there is life after this life?what am i compare to this universe. and there is even foundings of some other galaxie. so how many galaxie there is in the universe? i m just like a dust compare to the universe. wat is the meaning to live? since it is meaningless, why do we still need to study so hard?? y?? whenever i think of the universe, then i start to feel a shiver in my body. i m scared. i m nervous. all this question will then flooded my mind.
on 29th may it will be final exam. so today was the last day of uni. got 1 week of study break. hope i relaly utilise it well. and i won't ended up last minute.
1 good news and 1 bad news today
if u want to read bad news first then press page down
good news is i got my scholarship from HELP again. this is the third time gotting it. feel good. but don't think wil get next year. here i come. no confidence to myself again.
bad news is (i suppose most people will not understand what i will be saying as it is actually very PnC stuff)
the last time i was saying that i got RM12. but it is gone now. i can onli get it next year. due to some stupid reason. i got really disappointed.
(i think onli ciwawa wil understand this)
actually last week got back 1 of my assignment marks, it was really really bad. thank god didnt fail. i been questioning myself, bout my ability. all the while some people think that i m good, even me myself think i m not very bad quality. probably i m not as good as what you and me think I am. starting to lose confidence on myself. so many times cross my thoughts that I want to change course. probably to accounting. since i m so good in numbers. but end of day, i do agree on 2 of my best frens saying, we study is just for the knowledge, study for wat v learn, but not for the marks, grades, and classification. I do agree to that to a certain extent, but what bout my parents and the future employers??!! I dont think they will think that way. especially my parents. last week i really did break down. couldnt stand it. but i guess is just life.
but what really life is?? i always question myself. especially after my great grand ma death, i always think about life and death. probably i can live up to 70 or 80 years. but is it true that my soul does not die. is it true that there is heaven and hell?is it true that there is life after this life?what am i compare to this universe. and there is even foundings of some other galaxie. so how many galaxie there is in the universe? i m just like a dust compare to the universe. wat is the meaning to live? since it is meaningless, why do we still need to study so hard?? y?? whenever i think of the universe, then i start to feel a shiver in my body. i m scared. i m nervous. all this question will then flooded my mind.
on 29th may it will be final exam. so today was the last day of uni. got 1 week of study break. hope i relaly utilise it well. and i won't ended up last minute.
1 good news and 1 bad news today
if u want to read bad news first then press page down
good news is i got my scholarship from HELP again. this is the third time gotting it. feel good. but don't think wil get next year. here i come. no confidence to myself again.
bad news is (i suppose most people will not understand what i will be saying as it is actually very PnC stuff)
the last time i was saying that i got RM12. but it is gone now. i can onli get it next year. due to some stupid reason. i got really disappointed.
(i think onli ciwawa wil understand this)
Tuesday, 8 May 2007
ah tai - my great grand mother
i m sure this few days you couldnt see me online. the reason is my ah tai pass away on last friday morning. actually we were not very shock hearing that. cos she has not been eating for the pass 2 weeks. she barely drink even. a person can be dehyrated. during labour day holiday my parents went back to ipoh to visit her. they said that couldnt see any flesh on her. can see her bone. is just like her skin wrapping the skeleton. so all of us actually prepare for it already. I was so worry because supposingly i has a assignment due on this friday. it is a group assignment. a lot of discussion need to be carry out.
chinese funeral ceremony is quite complicated. my ah tai funeral they made it quite simple. just 2 days of nite praying. we did not need to burn anything for her. last time my grandfather pass away we were asked to sit there and pray for a few hours. but this time only 2 round of praying. then the second night no praying for us to do also. then the third day is the 出殡already.
as she is 100 years old, we do not wear white but wear red. we said that it is a happy funeral. during dinner and supper, we normally walk to the restaurants or stalls 2 streets away. then we were wearing our red t shit. everyone was starring at us. we said we look like communist.haha...everyone in red.
if i were to live up to 100 years, it is a real good blessing.
chinese funeral ceremony is quite complicated. my ah tai funeral they made it quite simple. just 2 days of nite praying. we did not need to burn anything for her. last time my grandfather pass away we were asked to sit there and pray for a few hours. but this time only 2 round of praying. then the second night no praying for us to do also. then the third day is the 出殡already.
as she is 100 years old, we do not wear white but wear red. we said that it is a happy funeral. during dinner and supper, we normally walk to the restaurants or stalls 2 streets away. then we were wearing our red t shit. everyone was starring at us. we said we look like communist.haha...everyone in red.
if i were to live up to 100 years, it is a real good blessing.
Wednesday, 2 May 2007
assingments = boredome
the assignments are like never ending.....
so boring..........arghhhhhhhh.....cant stand anymore....i want to go watch movie.........go have fun...
i told myself i m defintely gonna watch all the movie available in the cinema once I finish exam, everything cramp up together.really tired.
sitting there,looking at my assignment..couldnt think of a word..how??? normally my assignments I will only get to finish the night before. then the excuse I gave myself was not until the last minute I couldn't force my brain to vomit out the words..why must i always do it last minute??? i always started early, but only do the research,but normally will not get to type a word. sigh..... when my this bad habit can change...
friday is the deadline, haha, stil got 1500 more words to go...next fri is another group assignment deadline too...but we haven started. then the following tues need to pass up another 500 words,that 1 not big problem.so means I need to finish my 500 words assignment before I go Kuala selangor...hehe...
so boring....
so boring..........arghhhhhhhh.....cant stand anymore....i want to go watch movie.........go have fun...
i told myself i m defintely gonna watch all the movie available in the cinema once I finish exam, everything cramp up together.really tired.
sitting there,looking at my assignment..couldnt think of a word..how??? normally my assignments I will only get to finish the night before. then the excuse I gave myself was not until the last minute I couldn't force my brain to vomit out the words..why must i always do it last minute??? i always started early, but only do the research,but normally will not get to type a word. sigh..... when my this bad habit can change...
friday is the deadline, haha, stil got 1500 more words to go...next fri is another group assignment deadline too...but we haven started. then the following tues need to pass up another 500 words,that 1 not big problem.so means I need to finish my 500 words assignment before I go Kuala selangor...hehe...
so boring....
Tuesday, 1 May 2007
Blood Donation Campaign
The total of 3 places of venue for blood donations is 563 packs. cineleisure onli 138..
few words to describe me now..tired,frustrated,not satisfied,dehydrated,look ugly,exhausted...
at last is over...
btw, i didnt donate that day.onli slept 2 hours the nite before.if i donate i will surely collapse.
thanks to those who help directly and indirectly..
to certain people(i mean those who are not responsible enough, i m sure u know who u are): without you i still can make it run smoothly.please be more responsible in the future. i m very dissapointed with you all. thank you for letting me see the real side of you.
few words to describe me now..tired,frustrated,not satisfied,dehydrated,look ugly,exhausted...
at last is over...
btw, i didnt donate that day.onli slept 2 hours the nite before.if i donate i will surely collapse.
thanks to those who help directly and indirectly..
to certain people(i mean those who are not responsible enough, i m sure u know who u are): without you i still can make it run smoothly.please be more responsible in the future. i m very dissapointed with you all. thank you for letting me see the real side of you.
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