Year 3 Semester 1 is OVER officially

today i finish my final exam...

i would love to thanks those who wished good luck for me for this exam. n also the one who did encourage me to go back to study from my laptop..

hhmm..was hoping to get first class for this subject. but after taking the exam, not confident after all on getting the first class. the questions are very straighforward. but not that easy.

the exam is over. in this subject, got quite alot is final semester for them. half of the class are international student. so were saying goodbye to them as will not be able to meet them anytime soon. then also exchanging contacts. actually very glad to have them in our class. they really make the class more cheerful. although this class is quite small, only 30 of us. but quite fun. is very quiet without some of their presence. btw, i still love marketing classes the most..hehe...cos marketing class is not that bored compare to other subjects...

right after the exam, i straight went to work. only slept 3 hours last nite. so tired. at work, need to start test running the whole upgrading system of the office...so many things to do...

then st john. even before i get any real rest, already got a couple of calls regarding what need to be settle n the dateline is so damm close..so much to do yet so little time..n limited resources...

looking forward for my final FInal exam for my Final semester of the degree..

....

the term "smart" or the term "clever"

when it is said by a guy about me,

i will feel very SEXY...

cant wait

cant wait to finish my degree...

so tired...

feel so lazy...

no encouragement...

drive from 1end of selangor to other end of selangor

yesday there is a course at kajang. i gotta pick up my members from pj.then only get down to kajang. cos i m going thru pj, then my other fren straight from kepong using federal highway. so our meeting point is at the after toll of kajang 1st toll.. then go up to federal highway, haha...so dumb me, go on the wrong direction. so find a uturn. then drove all the way. then keep looking for the sign board seremban, kajang /cheras. then go go go...then the signboard were really confusing..then both of the member also tahu abit bit bout the road to kajang. thank god. especially 1, she stayed near the toll b4. then she manage to lead the way there. she shud have sound earlier..aiyo, i was takut giler. cos i wasnt confident the way i m going..scared dunno wil ended up where..then reach the toll, waiting for while then the others reach. so follow car only. i leave my house almost 7am. then reach the place at 8.15am. it is a sunday, no traffic, also need 1 hour. walau weh....so tired...then the nite b4 i only had 3 hours sleep. dunno y, wudnt sleep. morning have to wake at 6am. then the whole day was talk after talk....so tired..lucky didnt fall asleep. then when want to go back, heavy rain. then my best fren, chee hwa, will b using the LDP. so i follow his car la. easier.cos i m more sure with the routes at LDP. then LDP is go straight only. then u wil jus come ended up in kepong...hehe...so leave the hotel around 5.40..then only reach home at 7.20am...walau wehh. so so tired. i already tired la.then rain sumore. then is evening. not much sunlight. then the cars are slow moving.

n during the journey back home, i lost count of how many this chee hwa fren called me... until i tell him that i reach home only he stop calling..hehe

Jowen's Birthday...

Look at the cake...i like the barbie doll alot...the skirt is made of jelly....cool rite??!!....so pretty...we not sampai hati to eat the doll skirt, cos too pretty. i love the candle too. didnt noe got candle with alphabet...today 24th is Jowen birthday..so yesday nite, she organise a birthday party at her place. we had bbq..

(adelene,han syn,me,jowen,wye mun,chian huey,joanna)
so misty...we had the party at genting... but wait, most of us either wearing short sleeve or sleeveless.. so cold how can we stand?? haha...we are at selayang onli la, at jowen house. on our right hand side is the bbq pit, suddenly got smoke while we are taking this shot...

(rick,ruby,me,chian huey,adelene,ah sai)

posing as if we very hardworking bbqing...

(han syn,me,adelene,chian huey)

supposingly is only me n han syn taking this photo. then we took 1 already. adelene came in n took another 1. then chian huey shouting i want, i want to take also....here can see a closer look at my new hairstyle.. i was slightly late reaching at the party cos was waiting for joanna to pick up wye mun and only me. so once i get down from the car, they saw my hair , saw my hair but not me..then waaaaaaaaaa!!!! waaaaaaaa!!! waaaaaaa!!! then after entering the gate of the house...waaaaaa!!!! waaaaaaa!!! the actual times of the waaing is more than wat i put down, the length of the waaing is longer than wat i put down too...there is once during the party fan chong came to me n said: can i ask u a question? he said it in quite serious tone. i tot wat happen. then i look at him in 1 kind,n said ok u ask la. he said: can i touch your hair ah? i like hahaha...then i ask is his hand clean anot la.he said yes then i said ok la.touch la...then he touch then said, hehe so funny..

woo hoo....me n han syn were about to kiss...this is not the 1st time we take such picture..but this 1 not close enough...aiya...we had another 1 took at johor, that 1 very real..

had a great nite...me of cos always laughing laughing n very loudly...hehe...the signature me...keke..we had chivas..hhmm, i jus had 3 cups..but whole body red already...hehe...when i reach home, n lye on my bed, i can feel i m having a headache..omg.never had headache b4 after drinking..probably didnt have enough sleep the nite b4 cos was studing for the test yesday morning. then yesday went back home, do some st john work, then wanted to rest for 2 hours. then half way sleeping, some1 call..then sleep back, some1 sms. then cudnt continue sleep already...

conclusion: had so much fun...

comments on my new hair

these are the comments i got so far from all the ppl around who saw me...

1. first is my mum of cos la. she went there with me..she said, haha...u sure u can accept this hairstyle...this hairstyle make my hair look 3 times more...

2. my maids. laugh of cos....then say cantek oh...then touch touch my hair...

3. jun (thru photo) wa....african style...

4. han syn (thru photo) dun look too bad...

5. fan chong(thru photo)....wa...when u gonna redo ur hair again?? means he dun like it lo...haha....

6. dad.....wah!!! n keep on laughing...

7. chian huey...from more than 20 feet away...in the library...she already covering her mouth...means OMG....LOL....then she came to me n laughing there...wa....so big changes ah....i said also told u in the msn la...bigger changes than the cutting to short hair...she commented, your hair wun get spoilt meh?? aiya sure spoilt 1 la...perm hair sure spoilt 1 la...but as long it look good nvm la..she said, look like the african hair...they want straightened hair, then u want their frizzy hair...lol...

8. han syn...look like lion....look like ASLAN in Narnia the movie...LLOOOLLLL......cos my hair also bit yellowish colour...hehe...also keep touching my hair, n said very nice to touch your hair...cos is fluffy ma.....hehe

9. adelene: eyes pop out..i guess she didnt realise wat i wrote on msn nickname...so i suppose she didnt noe i did my hair....then she jus said wah....so funny..

10. michelle (i mms her my photo) she said wow...japanese style..

11. staff at paren office: wa...very YEH!! something means like bit wild...they also commented....not bad...

of cos dun u wanna noe wat do i think of my new hairstyle...
i describe it as
- puppy fur
- mop head
hehe...

wats ur comment?? pls commment!!!!

consumer behaviour assignment marks

today, our consumer behaviour lecturer put up the marks for our assignment..gues wat...hehe...

i got

20.5 over 25 marks.....

woohhooo....

so happy....

add my presentation marks, which is 20 over 25 marks

means i already got 40.5 over 50 marks for this subject...

n the final is 50 marks...means i need another 29 marks then i get FIRST CLASS......

OMG.....

i wish i can really score in the final exam...which means i have to work hard .....hehe OF COS LA...

since year 1, i never had any 1st class in my year 2 before..hopefully can get this time...corssing my fingers.....

disappointment

yesday i went to see a person. while talking wit this person, all my disappointment towards this org suddenly back again, n the words said by this person even add up to this disappointment.

last time i join this org because of a reason. a reason which i always think is so great. in anything i do, especially someting which interest me, i wil do my very best. of cos, it got some kind of recognition from these ppl. when i started to get some recognition, it actually motivate me to work harder. however, when come to a point, where the recognition is slowing down. started to be fading off.

but i always question myself, wat is my main aim to b here.

so...

there is onli 2 option i have here

first, stick to my main aim, means i gonna be low profile and jus stick to my main aim..by staying low profile that means i m going to stop doing those job which do not contribute to my main aim...

second option is, continue with the way i work now, but make sure i get the recognition i should have when i m expecting it. if not i gonna stay away...

so thats it...

feelings

all the while i tot i had this thing for this person, but it seems quite unclear. i not sure what i really want also. i also not sure what my real feelings also. probably just a good fren feeling, but nothing else. probably me just thinking too much.

my hair

i did someting to my hair again...

this time...is total different from wat i had previously...

this is like my hair kena (chikaboomb) means kena bomb...

lol...

hehe

when u see me, i think you might get a shock too...hehe...

but hopefully after sometime i dun look so kembang...but it actually make my hair dun feel so little anymore..is like 3 times amount of my actual hair..which even the curl i had last time cudnt make it like this...

hehe...

Assignments all is over for this semester

i jus got 3 more assignments to pass up for this year. which is in the next semester.

today i had passed up the last assignment for this semester. but i think i did a lousy job in doing it. hopefully i wun fail...hehe...cos if fail, means i need to stay on for one more sem in next year. CHOI!!!!!

i had only 4 hours of sleep last nite. i didnt even get any afternoon nap too. so is like really tired. then i got my flu today. as was waking so early, then staying at the study room which is made to half of a store room like, make my sensitive run.

now, left 1 more case study test coming friday. n 1 more final exam on 29th.

yesterday was Rick birthday. cos because of our assignment, rick have to wait for us to celebrate with him only on today. so we went to seoul garden again. where han syn celebrated her birthday. but the food there wasnt bad. got lots of varieties. then we wanted to watch Narnia. i was kinda blur when watching the movie at first. wasnt very sure wats going on. then having this flu n the lacking of sleep make me freaking sleepy n tired. but lucky did not fall asleep during the movie which i was afraid that i wil b4 the movie. but Fan chong who was sitting beside me was snooring away. haha .,.no la...he didnt snoore la...jus took a short nap..he ah...got more sleep than me, n dun have assignment to pass up today, but turn out to fall asleep.

movie was quite good overall. except for the front part la..hehe..

of cos there is some hot chic n dude in the movie.

then no dinner at home. so bought some sushi back home from jusco onli..

now, gonna take medicine, lye back, watch tv, n fall asleep....

truth or dare

LOL.... have u ever play truth or dare over msn.?? mayb just the truth part la.. i did...a fren suggested to play it over msn. so is like taking turn to ask each other questions...some real ahem questions....then the dare part wil hutang 1st and play next time when we meet. most probably at starbucks, where whipped cream can b very useful...

got tagged by jun

1.Real name - sheryn chin sze yin

2.Nickname - dun really have 1, cos my name sheryn is too sweet to give me any nickname

3.Married - stil single and available

4.Male or Female - female

5.Highschool - Sri aman

6.College - HELP

7.Short or long hair - used to be very long, then cut short, now not long not short

8.Are you a health freak - no..i love to eat

9.Height - 160cm

10.Do you have a crush on someone - yup

11.Do you like yourself - nope

12.Piercings - yea

13.Righty or Lefty - right

FIRST'S

14. First surgery - never

15. First piercing(s) - ear, when i was 7, i cried

16. First person you see in the morning - myself from the mirror when brushing my teeth

17. First award - erh...cant remember.. no3 in class when i was in standard 1 maybe

18. First sport you joined - ballet(if is a kind of sport)

19. First pet - tortoise

20. First vacation - australia when i was 8

21. First concert - jay chou

CURRENTLY

23. Eating - nothing

24. Drinking - plain water

25. I'm about to - do some stupid assignment which might not be benefiting me at all

YOUR FUTURE

26. Want kids - erm...too early to decide

27. Want to get married - yea

28. Careers in mind - entrepreneur, tycoon

WHICH ONE IS BETTER

29. Lips or eyes - lips

30. Hugs or kisses - both

31. Shorter or taller - taller of course, i love wearing heels, i dun want to be seen going out wit my brother

32. Romantic or spontaneous - both

33. Sensitive or loud - Sensitive

34. Trouble maker or hesitant - Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER

35. Kissed a stranger - nope

36. Drank bubbles - milkshake sure got ma

37. Lost glasses/contacts - never

38. Ran away from home - kinda, jus a few hours

39. Liked someone younger - NOPE.

40. Liked someone older - yea

41. Broken someone's heart - yea

42. Been arrested - Yup by parents la

43. Cried when someone died - yes

44. Liked a friend - of course from friend become partner ma..if not from stranger meh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

45. Yourself - quite

46. Miracles - nope

47. Heaven - not very, but i hope there is one

48. Santa claus - lol, nope, cos never got present from him b4

49. Angels - nope

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*

50. Is there one person you want to be with right now - yup..

51. Do you believe in God - yup

52. Tag 5 people - aiya...no need la...no body in my mind wud do this

what is life??

after we were born
then we just eat, sleep, play...
for 3 years

when we were 4,
we go to kindergarden...
start to have homeworks
start to have spellings
start to have test
we were often "BRIBE" to do well in spellings or test
(BRIBE includes: sweet, fancy stickers, not getting scold...)
btw, i start going for tuition during my kindergarden years..
for 3 years

when we were 7,
we go to primary schools...
those who go chinese schools especially
have to bring a big big school bag, which may over weight some of the small size pupils..
then start to have caning if homework is not pass up, book is not brought to school...
more tuitions as there are more subjects...
have to finish up the homework every night before goes to bed...
if dun finish, scared will get canned..
btw, i got cane once til my hand got bruise..
exam comes, studyyyyy...
results out, gelabah already..
if good marks feel relieve, but not happy, as getting good marks is a responsibility, so no rewards will be rewarded,
if marks not very good, scared to go home. reason: parents will scold why such silly mistake also can make, why you so careless...so many whys' which the little you do not even know how to answer them...
this went on for 6 years...
end of primary school, got a big test, UPSR, do i have a reward for that? cant remember.

here comes secondary school
omg...more subjects...
means more tuition...
shit!!
tuition are all free now
means: each classes available you must attend
homeworks not as much as primary chinese school..
but homeworks become much harder..
exam become much harder...
wat gelabah the most, parent teacher day,
cos parent will see the report card...
if good felt relieved..
if not up to THEIR expectation, haha
mumbling begin....%$#^%&^(*%$#$!
language scored lowest, every week must pass up 1 essay to each language tuition teacher
didnt pass up, kena scold...
last time hate essay the most, especially the BM 1..
but maths scored highest, how come no such thing as no need go for math tuition...
so here come PMR...
reward was u got straight A's which is 7A's then get RM700.
if less 1 A also get nothing..
want to take the subject of BC..
not allow
reason: this subject very hard to get A, dun take, take during SPM..
result came out...
7A's
haha...happy cos got money...
then here come a sentence...
" expected you can get 7A's,
very easy to get only..."
&^(&*(&%%^&*(&(*R$$#%^
then enter form 4,
which stream to go to,
wanted art, as no interest in being anything which related to science, already start to show interest in business..
but not allow
reason:you still young, not matured yet, when u wanna take science related degree then you will regret then..
no choice...follow lo, but condition not taking biology..
allow
took extra subjects...total 12 subjects...
means more tuition...
5 days a week tuition...another 2 days ballet class
12 classes a week, not cos is 12 subjects, cos some subjects got 2 different tuition teacher, so attend both class.
not much time left after minusing school, coco activities, tuition, ballet class, homeworks...
btw, no tv allow during the weekdays, god knows since when...
exam period, no tv even in weekends...
were sent to a gurl school,
reason: scared got bf, then cant concentrate studies
but this point useless,
stil can have bf anyway
so SPM come
then study study

then go to pre U
go study foundations
study again lo..
assignments lo
exams lo

then do my degree
study again lllluuuu...
assignments...
exams...

then after graduate..
do wat??
work lo..
work...then go to sleep
then next day work again...
so working lifes go on til retired...

then retired already do wat??
spend time doing this n that...
then life ends there...

so wats the meaning of life??

m no1

m not smart...
m not pretty...
m not slim...
m not hardworking...
m not favourite of any1...
m not noticed...
m not good...
m not good at studies...
m not good at socialising...
m not good at writing...
m not good at language...
m not good at everything...
m not talented in business studies...
m not talented in ballet...
m not talented in watever i do...
m not loaded with money...
m not getting freedome...
m not doing watever i want to do...
m not feeling happy...
m not feeling good...
m not feeling life is meaningful...
m not feeling being surrounded by any1...
m feeling alone...
m feeling lonely...
m feeling useless
m feeling life is not meaningful...
m start not to feel anything...
m start to feel like being in a coma...
m in a dddddddddddddddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt__________________________________________________________________________________________________________...
this means her feeling is dying off...
this means her heart is cold, is frozen, is heartless,
this means she is lifeless...

m in deep trouble

i just find out got some crash of date with my trip and an exam for st john. aarrgghhh!!!!!!

felt like an idiot

all the efforts i have done, is going into the dustbin right now...

pinky is alive for a few moment

wow!!! so HAPPIIIEEEEE

why??

cos finish 1 assignment already lo... thats my CB assignment... not cibai ok. is CONSUMER BEHAVIOUR. i was putting CB assignment almost done, left editing only. then got a fren said, it can bring another meaning. which some thing like my CB went through some kind of botox or plastic surgery, left some finishing only....wahaha...great imagination of my this fren. btw, he is a guy. of cos only a guy can have such good imagination.

was quite happy that i did not really rush through the assignment. even yesday i wasnt doing this assignment. i slumber only go work on other assignment. today, i sumore took like 2 time nap after my breakfast n lunch.. aiyo...me ah..hehe...n further more, i am not finishing like 4am in the morning.

i quite like the print out this time. thanks to my beloved colour laser jet printer. the quality of print out is perfecto!! even on a 70gsm paper only. thats why didnt bother to use expensive paper. cos i also put in lots of ice cream picture, coloured graphs...but the content dun have full confident la.hehe..

if you have the money, must buy colour laser jet. or black n white laser jet if you dont print colour at all. it is actually very worth it. you can print more. unless you use those ciplak ink jet which refill also ciplak punya la. which water drip on it, it will smudge la. then those cant compare la.when you buy you think is expensive, actually not. it become pricey cos of the toner and the drum in it. it comes with 1 black toner, 3 colour toner and 1 drum. i think i have been using it since 3 years ago. until now, i have not refill on any of the toner yet. except for my yellow toner, is running low la.

so monday, gonna start working out on my research proposal. then hoping to finish the draft by Friday. I HOPE I CAN!!!...crossing my finger....