Birthday wishlist of 2009

haha...how come i have this list again??

actually i never tot of it at all.

til a good fren of mine who ask me where is your birthday wishlist this year. hehe. he said better go create one list so he can know wat to get for me. hehe. then i actually creating this list just to make his life easier and make my dream come true too. hehe. kill 2 bird with 1 stone. omg. so lame. keke

actually havent thought about much things yet.

ok lets start.

hhmm

perfume is my favourite.

have eye on a few perfume actually.

1. Coco Chanel perfume.
this one got stronger smell, can last long,very feminine.








2. Laura Mercier , Creme Brulee flavour perfume.
this one got very sweet smell. just like how creme brulee taste.











3. Juicy couture perfume. vanilla flavour. very sweet too. feel like swallowing it too. very sexy.








4. cant think of any yet. will update sumore.

moving out

planning to move out.

determined to move out.

budgeting to move out.

i m very determined to move out this time. had do some budgeting. had done some researching. will not be a problem supporting my own life. but just that mayb less shopping and less this and that. but i think i would prefer less this and that in exchange of more freedome and enjoyment of life. it will definitely be.

updates on me

omg.. it had been so long that i did not blog. probably all my reader also disappear and forget bout this blog already. hehe. i was crazily busy these few months. let me slowly update my recent life backwardly as much as i could.

talk bout my dancing life first. concert over dy. I was proud of myself. cos i did my best and i think i did well. waiting for the dvd to be out. hehe. hope my tummy didnt got seen. so now no more ballet. cos the class i usually go is on sat. but sat i gotta work. sigh. but now i continue my salsa again. at my teacher's new studio. join back the advance beginner. so long didnt dance salsa, for 9 months dy. couldnt remember. but once i start dancing, then the dance steps are coming back. then today i also started to join the salsa styling class. quite interesting cos i get to learn more on how to style cos usual class they wun have much time to teach u how to style. plan to take up latin too.hopefully. but my work dun seem to be able to finish. and furthermore, now got some extra commitments on every wed n fri.

my work. i am no more management trainee since july. i m Assistant Marketing and operation executive now. is been 2 month plus. but there are still alot of things that i m not sure, there are stil quite some things which i dun remember i need to do. in conclusion, i m stil not satisfied with my performance right now. argghhhhh.......there are just so many things that i couldnt remember all.

basically now i work from monday to sat. sat i wil surely only work up to 7pm. then go shopping and dinner with family. then sunday ah, mayb lunch with family or with friends. then afternoon go to salsa class. monday surely got meeting. surely go back to office. then normally back around 8 plus. then the following days, depend on wat crisis i wil face. crisis like short of manpower, do wrong things, miss out things... then sumtime, got special sale or fair which i need to help out the whole day.so basically also goes back quite late. reach home almost 10pm. only have my dinner. then watch tv for while. online for while. then go to sleep.

work

this is already the 11th week of my work. getting even more tired now. cos now i m stationed at sogo for Padini fair. this is a group fair where got the brand of padini workwear, padini authentics, vincci, seed and miki. and i m partially incharge of this fair. i feeling the pressure already. the first few days, my brand's sales is hitting the target. i feel overjoyed. but the 5th day onwards is not hitting the target til today. the fair is from 6th-19th may. and this is my first time working full day. full day means from 9.30am - 9.30pm. there was this time where i need to work 2 days consecutively full day. really tired man. leg gonna break. this job isnt easy. but always thinking what i can use all the knowledge i learn from this work and applicable for my future dreams then is worth it. thats all for tonite. wil type in bit by bit. so long no update dy.

feel touched

thanks chee hwa for ur comment n ur concern

to my other fren who concern bout me, in particularly my gang of classmates, thanks for your concern. so touched. i dun feel lonely. i have so many people who actually stil care for me.

jus give you all some updates on my recent life, work is getting better. leg dun feel as pain n tired as the 1st 2 weeks in work. 1 month passed already. waiting for my 1st pay cheque anxiously. not cos of the money. is the meaning of it. haha. adelene told me mayb i should frame up my 1st pay slip. haha... next month i m going to klcc isetan, and in may going to sogo. so do come find me for lunch or movie after my work. i would love that. i need some entertainment to destress myself. my work is not stress afterall. except everyweek i got to submit a report to my manager. hehe. but not that hard la. i quite love it cos i really really learn alot of things. and is really a very very good stepping stone for my future business in fashion industry.

but my another commitment really making me tired of it. doing everything myself. stil struggling n surviving through.

feeling lonely

yesday nite due to sumting at home, i was crying... crying quietly alone... feeling so so lonely... i just wish that there is sum1 can be there for me and hug me when i m crying, when i m tired, when i am down....

recently in my work, i m really really tired....jus wish that there is sum1 i can complaint to and sum1 who can console me....

b4 this, i was planning this this and this for my life, but then now, it seem to be unreachable...

life just seem so meaningless...

jobless

i m stil jobless now. is fun and not fun to be jobless.

is fun cos u r so free
is not fun cos u r too free n got nothing else to do and felt bored

is fun cos dun have to worry bout paying bills
is not fun cos u cant use money freely cos is not your own money

is fun cos u can sleep til very late
is not fun cos when u woke up u stil feel like so tired although u didnt do much

is fun cos...dunnoo...

but for at the moment...i really wanna start working. those who start working sure said i stupid. but i feel like there is no meaning when i woke up every morning. make me so lazy. although i got things to do, but i wil always said i m so free tomoro, i wil do it tomoro....n i even procrastinate more....bored bored bored....

before this, i thought getting a job i want is very easy.

but now, after really trying, it is tough. it is not fun at all. i cant wait to start working......!!!!!!