first aid course at bangsar

there is this group of public are quite interested in learning first aid. i m quite sure that they are mostly with very good profession. was looking thru their biodata form. n when most of them reach, i think only 1 guy which did caught my eye. he is in his specs. quite fair. wearing a polo t. quite good looking. wearing a knee length short. but not those normal kind of short, but those formal looking kind. can see that he got a better sense of dress compare to the others. erm, cos the others, i mean the guys, most of them jus in a t shirt n shorts. some really short shorts. like at home onli. aiyoooo....then he pass up his biodata form,they are required to pass up their photos and photostated IC too. so he is actually the youngest participants. which is 24 onli. n probably the 2nd youngest is 26. n i have sum probably at their mid 40s. haven really count their age. cos i was onli looking at those who are born in the year of late 70s and 80s. his photo not that cute. the pic inside his IC haha...so funny. ya la.normally photo in IC very kiddy punya.

so we started teaching theory first. that time i wasnt teaching, but i was sitting aside dealing with some of the forms and documents on the table. then he came to the table, wanted to borrow a pen. the table didnt have anymore pen. but except my own personal pen left on the table. the pen is cost rm180 n i hardly lend to any1. i was hoping that he wun see it. but he just pick up the pen n ask can i borrow. cos he need to use it to copy down the note, n those are adult. hardly bring any stationaries. so dun think any1 could lend him, ok lo. lend him.

so after lunch, was the session for practical. so i need to conduct the simple bandaging and fracture. so each type of bandage i wil get a volunteer to be the casualty. so come to this bandage, the scalp bandage. he put up his hand. he sat in front. then there is another gurl behind was like waving her hand. so i picked the gurl. since the gurl so eagerly waving her hand there. then his fren was teasing him, haha, she doesnt wants you. then after the simple bandaging session, then i teach them fracture. i jus show them 2 type. the upper and lower body. so upper body i got a volunteer. then for lower body i change my casualty. so his fren was suggesting his name. ok lo. so he lye down , then i start to put the bandage under him with him lying down. so is quite hard la. take quite some effort la. then his fren tease him and said, wow, so hows the feeling. cos i was trying to tuck the triangular bandage under his waist to go thru the other side. so the other trainer came and help me on the other side to pull over the bandage which tuck under. then the one which tuck under suppose to tie on the pelvic. so i was tying the knot. i m very careful with my hand movement cos i do not want to accidentally be in contact with any thing else and thus caused more ppl surrounding me and talk nonsense. i tell you, when adult are attending class, they are more playful than children. cos the venue we are using is a self defence classroom. so is full of matt, n i suppose 2 of the participants are the students of that class too. so after they practice, they will be going on top of each other. n trying to roll the other person over and defeat them. n is not 1 time only. and is few times. come back to the guy with the lower body fracture, after tying him up, his fren said wow must take photo of you with 2 gurl tying you up...those guys in the class is always teasing each other. after i demo, then i asked them to practice. so there are i think 8 guys, eh no, they are man la...not very young men....they tied up the shortest guy in the class. his body size quite cute. even he is not that young, but he stil has that cute face. they are suppose to tie the upper and lower body fracture separately. but they did it together on that 1 person. while they are tying him up, some of them tickle him la. make fun of him la. cover his face with bandage la. n do a bendena(not sure how to spell) over his head with the triangular bandage we provide him. in a nutshell, these grown grown up men are so so so playful. and alot of them took photo of the bandage they did on their partner. the reason not because to remember how to tie, but as a rememberance( you know what i mean). then the shortie guy was left lying there tied up, and those guys who tied him, pose around him for photos. i tell you. i seriously laugh my head off through out the whole practical session. i taught all ages of ppl b4, but these group are the most playful ones. you cant shout at them to behave. but watever they do is so funny that you can laugh your head off. LLOOOLLL....

so i gonna exam them 2 weeks later. i think that time i gonna laugh even harder cos they can see their seriousness face when they are worried bout the exam....haha....i enjoy the feeling of examining others....

monopoly

i cant remember when was the last time i played monopoly. yesday, went to uncles house to celebrate grandma birthday. as usual the adults will play mahjung. where else, yesday there is some new game for us this younger generation. my cousin brother newly bought a monopoly. so he took it all out n v 4 cousin played together. it was fun n quite exciting. u noe, monopoly have certain area where the rent is the most expensive. if the owner start buiding house, then the rent that u need to pay even higher. so once we going to reach that area, is very scary. haha. cos the rent that need to pay might reach up to 2 million. by the way, this monopoly the smallest value of money is 10k. so everything also got so many zeros....by the way, i own 1 of the quite expensive land, n i build 3 houses there, n the rent is 9 million.wahaha.....i scream once i got sum1 visit that land. haha. cos that time quite pok kai already. then i m the only one which got the higest rent of 9 million. haha. so exciting. even more fun than mahjung i would said.keke...

movies

last time when got pakto that time, every week sure visit the cinema at least once. now...sigh...max once a month. so sad. there are so many movies which interest me to watch, WANTED, GET SMART, BANK JOB....etc. but the problem is no1 wants to watch with me. if not go watch alone meh. better buy pirated ones and watch at home. go watch with parents?? boring.... frens?? already watch most of the movie. so me how?? dun even bother to think of going to the cinema. jus keep working like a horse.even not happy, also work!!! and jus let life be empty and meaningless....

robot guy

why do i call this person robot guy?



not me who started it...but is my mum. she said he look like a robot. he is actually my parents office software programmer. recently we are upgrading from manual to computerised. so basically the whole upgrading also done by me. she said he has a look of robot cos he got quite a squaish face. he is quiet. means he dun talk much la. probably to my mum he is quiet la. cos he hardly deal anything with my mum. me is the 1 ma. he not that quiet. got some humour too. hehe. his jokes never lame. lol. my mum also call him a camel. hehe. cos he can b at my office for 4 hours. n not drink anything. offer him water he dun wan. he is jus pai seh la. then he can b at my office from 6-10pm and not having his dinner. we asked him go have his dinner, he said is ok. i m used to it. haha. thats y my mum called him a camel where can keep water n food.kaka.



he is a business grad. but he is doing a software programming. haha. cos yesday he was asking me wat do i study?? so.. ya la. told him i do business. at help. uk program. university of east london. he is from south bank university of london. haha. lol. then discussing bout the classification. the 1st class, 2nd upper.....etc. only recently i found out he is doing the whole software for us. cos wat i know he is the boss of the company. the other boss of the company is my fren. but not very close la. so not really sure how their company function. but my fren has so many other businesses. n dun think he has much concern on this IT firm too.

dun think he is that robotic after all...

beautiful kitchen

went to see a showroom for kitchen design. is located at jalan ampang, KL. is actually for our new house. cos is better to get a kitchen specialist for the new kitchen. it is even reommended by the interior designer. btw, i stil haven meet my new house interior design company boss. i heard he is good at wat he is doing, quite good looking, n is a entrepreneur la. looking forward to meet him. wait, come back to the kitchen. so once get in, the boss of the company show us around. in the showroom got total of 5 kitchen design. some for bigger space n some for little condo kitchen. then the guy start showing how the kitchen cabinet works.i could not find the website for any picture for your viewing. try to find later. the design for the functuanality of the kitchen cabinet is fascinating. some of it where we can even imagine such thing may exist. the guy love emphasizing of there are 1500 colour choose from. 1500 man!!! i wish i can have rainbow colour in the kitchen. or maybe one small little part of it is in pink. haha..of cos not la. i not gonna spoilt the overall design of the house. cabinets does not come with handle anymore. some are suppose meant for you to use your butt to push it open. n all doors which close have a silencer. when u slam it, it will actually close slowly by itself.n the combination of the colour. means in 1 kitchen there is few colour scheme. rather than some where the whole kitchen with jus 1 type of table or cabinet surface design. the combination they done is pretty. very different, very extra ordinary. there is a new type of surface for cabinet door. it got sumting to do with louis vuitton.some kind of texture design by louis vuitton. n of cos the price of that design also louis vuitton price range la. and even our queen also order it from them.

so basically the main mechanism and the design and the colour really attracted me. is so good. it just make me love at first sight to this kitchen specialist company.

i am such a good hearted person

i m such a good hearted person??

am I??

yup!! i think so....

why??

because i never could angry with someone for long.
at least at the surface i am not angry of that person. (on the surface means i dont show muka masam)

yesday wanted to show THEM muka masam at least 2 to 3 days. so they know my colour. but dont know why, i jus couldnt do it. probably they didnt even dare to talk even a word bout that issue. jus asking bout some issue surrounding it but the issue itself. SO FUNNY.... so i m not that mad of them after all. why i jus couldnt be pissed of them longer??

useless ME...

frustrated

who am i frustrated with??
who else??
of cos them..
mayb also myself.

i am frustrated with myself for being lack of courage. why i til today stil do not have the courage to fight back? why til today i stil do not have the courage to runaway from them? why til today i stil dare not to fight for my own rights??

i am frustrated with myself for being worry too much. why i worry so much bout the consequences? why i worry so much bout the future which is yet to come? why do i have so much planning for my future? why do i need to make sure they are part of the planning in my future?

i am frustrated with myself for being such a patience person. why am i so patience of them? why i can just act nothing happen even i feel so bad deep inside me? why i can be so patience to wait years after years??

i m frustrated with myself for being so powerless.

i m jus so frustrated with everything in my life. my life sucks.

woke up at 12.30 pm today...wahaha. why so late?? cos yesday watch the sitcom which i copied from Chee Hwa. it is cantonese detective show. and always have all these couples scene. sigh. and watch up to almost 5am..haha...then i sleep n sleep n sleep...

strawberry and whiped cream

mum bought 2 boxes of strawberry from market.

then of cos go buy whipped cream.

omg.

the amount of whipped cream i put on is so so so so much...

yum yum....

i think i swallow more whipped cream than strawberry.

hhmm...

indulgence

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JUN:

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!!!

thoughts of life

just now went to visit my uncle at hospital. he is having hepatitus C. but is under control. then i had some other relatives who came to visit. my other uncle wife, was saying her younger sister got breast cancer n her older sister got blood cancer. i m like...huh!!!! omg. i suppose they are around their late 40 to early 50. her older sister who got blood cancer, is kinda waiting for the DAY to come only. nothing much can be done. i m thinking, life is so fragile. life is very very short. i m going to be 21 soon. another 20 years more, i will need to start worrying bout sickness. the coming 20 years will be worrying my career and money to support my life. first 20 years of life will be all bout studying. then the following 20 years will be all about work and family. following 20 years will be about ageing and medical check ups and sickness. the remaining years will be all about waiting for the DAY. what is the meaning of life?? what is the meaning of us staying on this earth. how important are we?? we are probably jus a micro nano cell of the whole universe. i always question myself about this. i always wonder our life issit like a game of 'The Sims'. jus that the player of the game is the GOD. even i m only going to be 21 soon, but i dunno how long i can live. probably tomoro will be the DAY for me, probably next month.....i dunno..is there really some thing call the after life?? is there something called the next life?? is there really heaven and hell?? is there really that someone up there?? whenever i think about this issue, i will have this cold shiver. i just wish there is some1 here can hug me tight and tell me, he will be there for me all the time, he will be protecting me all the time, he will go through all the hard time with me, and will share my sorrows with me.

say goodbye to my old honda civic.

there is already a confirm buyer for my car. my first car. the car which i use for 3 and a half years. the car which i use to speed to lepas geram. the car which i take myself around.

but not very confirm what car to get yet. parents plan to get me the new VIOS. if it got a better design, i surely straight away no need to think then i said i want it. but the thing is, it dun look hot at all. i think my old junk also look better than the big buffalo. honda city is the other alternative. but it also look more or less than VIOS also. jus lightly better than VIOS. wat is really cool and caught my eyes is the new model Honda Civic. oh....is so hot, is sexy. i like the shape. i like it cos it is low. rather than vios and city quite high. i dunno how to explain. but i m so used to my old junk civic, is low. is very stable especially when speeding at cornerings. dun even need to break. u wun feel is floating or unstable.

if get the new model civic then have to get second hand. cos new will be kinda out of budget. if get vios or city then will be brand new. headache headache.

...

lets have some updates of my life..



15 jun

morning, woke up at 7am, went to a school to give St john first aid exam. stil sick. bad cough. flu not fully recover. not many candidates today. so can finish before 12pm. went home. sleep. then wake up go work. came home. dinner. now actually screening those photos to develop. already hutang my mum those photos which we took in our trip. always procrastinating. the usual me. her trip to taiwan la, our recent trip to egypt la, then last year trip to vietnam la...hehe..she give me kinda dateline.



14 jun

morning, went to my division to give first aid exam lo. only got 4 hours slept. i m like floating. after the exam, then went back to rest. went to ballet. a ballet fren who went to canada to study 1 year ago was back. n she join our class yesday. she is one of the true'est fren i would say. hehe. did witness some of her transformation. happy for her. then at nite went to the Gardens. wanted to watch Indiana Jones for a long long time already. but didnt have the chance. not that no time. but no1 go with me. sad. so get parents to go watch with me la..hehe. wanted to try the Gardens GSC signature. that cinema only have the primier class and gold class only. premier class is rm20 per ticket. in 1 cinema got less than 100 seats. all are couple seats like. more cushion type of seat. can order food to serve to you. and the ticket is rm20. cos only 3 of us went. so basically the chair beside me is not occupied. i got really alot of space. can put the shopping bag. n i can put my leg over it.hehe. dad wanted to eat western, mum wanted to eat japanese. me both are fine. then end up mum won. so we went to a japanese restaurant. first time to this restaurant. quite impressive. they got quite different type of dishes compare to some other japanese restaurant. btw, all good japanese restaurant got their own specialtys. this one, quite good with their japanese beef. got something called the stone grilled. n their soup is in a tea pot like thingi, n can pour to a little ceramic container, look like a sauce plate more than a bowl to me. CUTE. mum saw Coach got some clearance sales. so we went to look see. there got quite some items with 30% sales. hehe..good news..keke. end up bought a handbag. mum said she buy for me for working use. very spacious. i think i can fit in my this laptop too. and probably some thin files. loving it. but not sure do it look too mature for me?? pls pls give me some comments on this bag.

btw, the movie was good. some said aiyo why la see some old man swinging around like a monkey. but i think is exciting. hehe.



13 jun

suppose morning made appointment to see my face doctor. but was stil having a bad flu. if stil go there, then when doing my treatment time, the fluid from my nose will flow out non stop. so better dun go. change my appointment to next tue. i woke up at 10am, but i keep sleeping back n keep waking up like every 15 minutes. end up only woke up at 12.30 pm to eat lunch cos need to prepare to go to work. but whole body damm aching. even slept for like 12 hours cos i slept at around 12am the nite before. but whole body stil feel so tired. feel so sick. but stil gotta go work. sien!!!! so went to work, lucky wasnt that bad after all. still can to work and not feeling sleepy. but keep on sneezing. my nose felt so pain. it hurts. couldnt tahana. i wish i can cut my nose out. aarrggghhh...stupid stupid nose. thats how i pass my entire day.



11 n 12 jun

anything special i can recall today?? let me think....hhmm...

these 2 days, nothing special ..jus another boring day. woke up around 12. then prepare to go work. back from work, lying on my bed, watch tv n online.



10 jun

woke up slightly earlier, cos got appointment with the office software programmer. nothing else. work, back home. watch tv.sleep



9 jun

went to shopping with han syn. went to sunway pyramid. always go 1utama also boring already. we went there, first thing. eat. cos hungry. wanted to straight go eat japanese food. but only open at 12pm. is only 11am. so hungry. so go buy movie ticket. then eat a&w. share 1 set. then walk walk around. then 12sumting only go eat the japanese food. the shop we went cant remember the name, got quite good 'maki'. their salmon is good. so went to watch the movie. we watch super hero movie. reason for choosing the movie, no other movie. she watch indiana jones already. the remaining ones are either horror movie or malay movie. no interest. so watch superhero movie. i already know is a lame movie. but wat to do. the only movie. so ya. it is funny. but it is also very very lame. at last get to buy present for 2 fren of mine. one had passed quite almost a month already. paiseh paiseh. until now, haven have a chance to pass to her yet. then another 1 birthday is coming soon. but dun seem to have a chance to pass to the person. pass by jco donuts. there is no queue. so we thought go buy some. we ate 2 over there. then i bought half dozen home for parents. they quite love it.hehe. i love the cheese the most. the green tea and tiramisu also not too bad. after send han syn home, i also straight to work.

* actually thats bout it for my life recently. nothing much interesting. but stil got some la.hehe.

holiday dun seem like holiday

it has been 1 week since i updated my blog. i think before my holiday start, i update my blog like almost everyda. however now, i seem to be more busy. lol...last time at home do assignment and study for exam, boring boring then go type my blog. but now, hardly at home. and hardly online too.

jus came back from my penang trip yesday. it was fun. it was fattening. it was delicious. we ate alot. we practically took photo of each single food we had.photos will be uploaded soon over here. we went to couple of temples. of cos Kek lok si. but quite sad cos i was having flu the 2nd day. so wasnt in the best condition for enjoyment.

today went for trainer exam. i only started doing my slides and everything last minute, very very last minute which is like last nite. but b4 that did some research already la. so yesday i onli finish at 4am this morning. then slept for 1 n half hour n woke up at 5.30 am. was too blur til i went to the wrong area to look for my st john fren house. then the things that i prepared i would jus said it was just ok. last time i used to put more effort in doing it. dunno, probably just got not enough time la.cant be bother. hopefully can pass onli lo

hurray...tomoro go sunway pyramid walk walk...gotta go pick up some birthday presents for some friends..hhmm...

sleepless nites

i think for the past 1 month, i have been going thru some sleepless nites. at first was because of assignments..then later exams..then now, st john work.

just like yesday nite,i onli slept 2 hours..cos this morning got a talk to give, so need to prepare slides. then that morning itself also need to prepare these forms. cos need to finish up b4 the dateline..lucky today, got some help from the others n get to finish 95%. left abit more then kao tim...not really actually, cos got so much more work in st john need to do. tired.