ALDO new shoe

hehe...bout a new pair a heels from ALDO... not very high heels. probably jus an inch. i got quite many heels which r like 3 or 4 inches. not very suitable to wear to college. then got 2 old pair need to be throw...that was from Nose brand. not very lasting. jus wear for 3 months, then the sole starting to ripped off.

so ALDO was having SALES!! the shoe i bought got 50% sales...hehe...it was white in colour. at first saw 1 pair of heels at Vincci which is 65.90 but no sales. then Vincci brand dun last long. then rather pay slightly more to get a better pair.

today suppose to go 1utama to go to MPH after class. mana tau, after eat lunch, then pass by shoe shops. we went in Lewre first. then Vincci n Nose was just opposite. so end up entering those n my frens were trying on. han syn n jowen did manage to buy a pair of shoes too.

then i myself went to MPH first. MPH is having sales. today is last day special for members. extra 5%. whole shop is 15%. so total i got 20%. bought 2 books. i really love wat i bought. jus hoping that mum will not say that i waste money. ... :P

then we went to a place call 'niu zhe shui'. is a place near mayang mas, PJ. that place is like a new building which have lots of shops n small little stores in it. very big place. but most of the there can get from pasar malam. got a few shops seling special things only. end up eating at those kopitiam onli. but the food there not too bad thou.

decision made

at last, i think i wil not take the ballet exam and jus go for the show....

decision need to be make

so this is the situation now...

i m doing year 3 now, is a tough year, need to do my thesis this year. will be much stress out...

i was planning to do my ballet exam this year which is sumwhere in sept/oct. in preparation for that exam i will need to go through lots of hard work. as i m not that talented in ballet, it will be tougher for me. even how hard i work for, not much i can achieve also. i do not plan to pursue a career in ballet industry. so whether to take this exam also does not matter. that time i took up this lesson because i have no other dance classes better to join..

but now, there is this musical /jazz/broadway show to do..is a very interesting show to do. so that 1 will b on june. then there will b rehearsals everyweek. this is rare opportunities when i get to do show...

so if were to add up my classes n rehearsals will b like 4 times a week. everytime when back from classes will be very tired. then will not have extra energy to do other stuffs. when take up ballet exam will be stress out, then uni assignments n exam will make me stress out too. so i do not want to give myself extra pressure. cos this year i really wanna focus on my studies. then i also got more responsibilities in st john. dats y now i need to do a decision within this 2 days.

whether to choose

ballet exam

or

the show??

or

do both??

feeling lonely

last times used to have my bf around me everyday. now without a person accompanying me, i feel kinda empty n lonely at times. i do not miss my ex anymore, but i miss to have some 1 to be there always for me. for me to complain how tired i m for the whole day, for me to complain how unhappy is me wit my parens, for me to talk bout wat happen in uni, for me to ask for opinions for big decisions that i have to make which r so hard to decide, for me to lepaskan geram, go buy supper for me when i m hungry, treat my wounds for me even i m a st john, fix things for me which r spoilt,pump air for my car,drive me when i m too lazy to drive, give good massage when i m stress out o tired, go watch movie wit me when i got nothing else better to do,give me surprises after surprises, buy me rose, look into my eyes n let me feel more self worth, still thinks i m pretty even my face is full of pimples...

the list can go on n on n on n on n on n on n on n on........

but having companion also bring lots of headache too when the relationship gone rough...

i always contradicting myself.........

wat so pretty bout me today??

i have no idea y?? jus that i wore a slightly above my knee, heels, eyeliner,mascara....hhmmm...thats bout it...nothing unusual bout me today... suddenly most of my frens ask how come u dress so nice today?? i like hhmmm... i dun think is any extra ordinary... i jus said today i m going to the curve after class for glamours outing as andrea is leaving on this thurs. probably jus that every1 surprise me wearing that cos most of the time i wear jeans n flip flops to class... hehe.. i would love to wear heels always... but i gotta always try to squeeze myself to get up the bus... then sometime i dun get a seat... gotta stand n holding those heavy text book... if plus heels, the possibility of me falling off will be higher...

then while we were chatting during the outing, adelene was telling the others that wat my fren commented on me... or me telling them...(cant remember) then my other fren said that is quite normal, last time used to wear it during HMC's day... yaya... those days i used to wear heels almost everyday..i dress up very formally with tuck in shirt at least once every 2 weeks... probably dats y that time five of us who always cling together got the group name glamours..haha...that time classes was at the main campus, no need to sit the shuttle bus over.

Monday blue

this morning had a 8am class. so means need to wake up at 6am. but i always so tired the whole day. i was fishing during the 8am class. y?? hehe....after 2 nite of lack of sleep. yesday nite watch The Apprentice season 6 finale. the winner was Stefani. i was quite satisfied with the result. cos all the ways she has been playing safe. she never step up to be project leader before. if never take up a project leader post before then will not get blaim during any task. so basically she never show any leadership before. watever she been doing is jus like the project leader personal assisstant onli. so i dun think she deserve it... but too bad....this is how the competition works....if you r unlucky while u were the project managers, even how good you r, you will stil b blame .... wat to do...this is the reality of the game...

bad odour in the morning

of cos NOT ME!!!! i always spray tons of perfume before i get out of my house. need to pick up some people to some function. these people i barely noe them ( affiliations junior members). when they got into my car, omg i can smell terrible body odour. not sure is whose...all of them r gurls wei!!!! despite my strong perfume i stil can smell the bad odour. dun they bath. if they dun, cant they even get some cheap perfume to spray on!!!!?????

Patience is the golden word

y m i always saying that to myself?? still got 1 more year then i will be graduating. then i will start working. then i will b financial independent. so does that means freedome?? i dunno.... cos now i m depending on them, i have to follow watever they say. do watever thing also must get their permission. HATE IT!!! i m going to be 21. jus cos i m the only daughter. whenever i feel mad of them, patience is the only thing i can do.

waiting n waiting n waiting.....

this evening had my ballet class. for very long time didnt have such intense class before. we were so exhausted. n we also had pointe shoe session. i wear on my new pointe shoe. but after dancing 1 dance, i onli realise that i forget to stick the platform leather back. it came off last few weeks. is quite anonying dancing wit it flipping around. so i decided to change my old pair of shoe. cos i saw onli left like 20 minutes. so i thought mayb wun have that much injuries. mana tau, jus 5 minutes onli, i can feel my skin scrap off already. the photo below showing my right leg wearing tights with 1 toe bleeding.

this is how a balletrina feet looks like....UGLY!!! look at my big thumb...is bruise. i had toe nails came out b4. not once, but 3 times already. the big toe...

is so tough...i m taking a ballet exam this year. planning. i m 1 of the worst dancer. i m not talented. y m i stil dancing ballet?? passion mayb. not sure i can survive thru?? no1 is supporting me mentally...is not so easy...no1 is always there for me to lean on...no1 there to lend me a shoulder anymore....u see. now is nite time. thats y i m emotional!!!!!! cant stop it...

i think i better stop talking before i crap more rubbish...

tough year to be in

while i m typing this blog, i m actually eating secret recipt cheesecake...omg..is so delicious..long time didnt eat it already..i love the marble cheesecake the most...when it melt in my mouth, the aroma of the cheese is..... no word could describe it..

jus now went for a st john meeting, sigh...so much things to do..y work r not ever done..i stil got piles of st john work at my home waiting for me to complete..my division is having a anniversary dinner,33rd anniversary..very long huh..but sadly not much history can be tell.so not sure wat can i do to make the dinner more interesting other than getting more lucky draws n door gifts.. lucky that my committee r very capable ppl, they r able to get quite some sponsorship. so proud of them. is undeniable they can help a lot, but they stay quite some distance away, if not i can promise a higher achievement. but some r them r jus stil so childish. i hope they can be more independent, then i can leave to them to run the whole division by themselves. but i wil stil always be there to support them.

at last i get to decide wat subject i wil be taking for this semester and next semester. for the past few days i was scratching my head so hard. i couldnt decide..but at last found out a few things n knew that i have no choice. but lucky is quite wat i prefer.hehe...

another thing to worried about is wat topic to do for my research paper. is either sumting got to do with fashion industry, but defintely going to be focusing on marketing.

this year is gonna be a tough year...i dunno how i m going to survive through this year without sum1 supporting beside me..feeling lonely during the quite nites, normally at nite i m very emotional bout things....but during the day, i m a tougher n rational person... dunno wat i really want...can some1 tell me??

Day 4 (7th Feb)

ready for the MUSEUM! one of the most famous museums in the world is of course the Egyptian museum. over 100 000 exhibits.you cant possibly see them all in one day. so we only got to see about 5% in 2 hours.the sad thing is that you cant bring in your camera. obviuosly they want you to buy the postcards and books.
AND to see the mummies you have to pay extra 80 ringgit. But hey its well worth seeing 12 mummies all of them about 3000 years old.so incredibly well preserved. their teeth, hair and nails still intact.

nextvisit the khan el khalili bazar. the best and biggest bazaar in egypt. i dont really agree coz its so cramped. this is what all the malaysians in my group have been waiting for. SHOPPING!!!our guide Amir asked us how long we want to be at the bazaar. he took a poll. 2 hours, 2 1/2, 3 hours, 4 hours?majority said 2 1/2. fine with me.later he rang up his colleague Ahmed (who is also our guide for part of the tour) and said we took 2 1/2 hours. Ahmed said "WHAT???" i didnt really like the bazaar, so crowded, quite bored with those stuff. all are souvenirs. nothing much special.

met up with the rest of the tour at the meeting point (this cafe)guess how much they charged for a 350 ml tin of coke? 15 pounds!thats 12 ringgit! kena corn. they dun collect money once u serve the drink. wait til u open the tin, then onli come collect money. then when u noe u kena corn, is too late. u already open the tin. cant do anything.

ended the day with all smiles.

Day 3 (6 feb)

off to Alexandria in the morning. the drive was a long one. 3 hours in the bus is quite killing. we gotta wake up at 2.30......

But alexandria is quite marvelous.

1st the Catacombs (and underground tomb). this was built for a wealthy family who when they died, were buried here. of course no mummies here. all were stolen. built during the time of the one and only Alexander the Great.

next visited the pillar of Pompey. cant remember wat it was about.

next the lighthouse. (3rd wonder of the ancient world). but during the earthquake the lighthouse was destroyed. Instead a giant castle was build around it about a few hundred years later.this part is obviously the coastline of egypt. the colour of the sea was really blue. very romatic.

next passed by and took photos outside the Library of Alexandria. huge! almost 8 million books. and about 10 floors. so envy. looking at malaysia library...blergh...

next the palace of king Farouk. a greedy bastard of a king about 150 years ago. he got thrown out in the end. and his palace converted into a hotel/casino. althought its "converted" the same furniture and ornaments and jewelry are in there. to stay there, is very expensive. even to visit inside also need to pay extra. my dad decided to go in. so we went in lo. hehe. get to play wit an anciet phone. hehe.

headed home to Cairo for a good night sleep.

Egypt Tour (Day 1&2) 4-5 Feb

Day 1

was in KLIA. was observing all those in my tour groups. there is 4 gurls who i think they are 2 pairs of lesbian partners. then a few elderly couples. then another family who got a grandma, parens n a son(dunno wat race but seem to be mix, grandma n mum is mat salleh,ok looking. )then another single elderly lady. i suppose i gonna share room wit her. all the while was hoping for some 1 young to share room wit me so i wun die of boredome.

Day 2

Bus to giza. visit 3 great giza pyramids. including the largest pyramid in whole of egypt. Built by King Chaeops.During the 3rd dynasty. (about 3100 bc)just some numbers.

it took 20 years to build.

But only 4 months used per year. so total of 80 months.

total number of chunky 2 tonne rocks=2 million. in other words, 25 thousand rocks per month.

(1 month =~30 days)

THATS JUST ONE PYRAMID!

there are a total of 107 pyramids in egypt.

next

sphinx

located at the foot of the hill where the 3 great giza pyramids are. sphinx is not that big la. but still, awesome sight to behold. the reason the monuments were built on a hill was coz in ancient times, the Nile river floods over. And the floods lasted about 4 months. hence the pyramids were built during the flood season.Khefron,Son of Chaeops, built the sphinx.

lunch.

then visit Perfume museum/factory and Papyrus factory. Of course they want you to buy thier stuff. HELL YEAH!

at first wanted to buy it. but a fren of my mum said dun buy(she went to egypt b4) so ended up dun dare to buy. but Junaidi bought 2 type. eucalyptus and secret of the desert.

according to egyptian, secret of the desert is used by egyptian lady, jus use 3 drop, 2 drops on their boops and 1 drop at their private part. n it will make their man like a horse. no wonder egypt is over populated....haha....hhhmmmm, so wats Junaidi going to with secret of the desert..gotta ask his gf....kaka

when explorers and excavators looted the tombs of the kings, they found a closed white alabaster (marble) vase. In that vase was an oily substance that smelled exactly like lotus. It was pure perfume! no alcohol. imagine perfume that lasted for 5000 years!nextpapyrus factory. this is ancient old school paper. of course they dont make it anymore. just for painting purposes.

finally hotel.stayed in Ameranti.(formerly Sheraton)quite nice lookin hotel with a nice pool. too bad it was winter. if not i already strip n jump into the pool...my favourite :swimming

ended day 1 with a nice outdoor bbq dinner with grillled pigeon!.

Hectic Uni Life has Begun

This is the 2nd week of uni. i m now in year 3 now. first semester. not easy. already got my result. all 3 subject got 2nd upper. out of 3 subject onli happy with 2 subjects result. year 3 will be much more harder than year 2. so need to be more hardworking.

this morning i got 8am class. so need to wake up at 6.30am. n i couldnt sleep at nite. onli get to sleep at 3 someting AM. so was so tired. then today class from 8am-5.30pm. then got 2 hour break at 12pm. so tired now. kinda undecided which subject to choose.

i just get back from my CNY trip to Egypt. will create another post talking about my egypt trip. is quite long so gotta take some time to complete.

gambate for studies!!!