no chicken chop

i was craving for chicken chop since yesday morning, then mum told me that today she is not cooking lunch, so i tot i can go buy chicken chop. then mana tau around 11 sumting she was telling me she bought the fried carrot cake for me. i ask her, for lunch ah. she said not for lunch. then means breakfast la. but i tot she ask me yesday whether i want breakfast i said no. then wat to do, so have to finish up the carrot cake. i cant go buy my chicken chop. aarrggghhhhh!!!!!!

got tagged!!

List out Top 5 present you wish for :

1) A sports car

2) A PDA

3) rose

4) freedome

5) some1 who will cherish me better



The person who tagged me is : Chris Tan



Your 5 impressions of him/her:

1) hardworking

2) good heart

3) gentleman

4) nice

5) complains bout others alot except me (probably got, jus that i didnt noe)



THINGS HE/SHE HAS GIVE/DONE FOR YOU~* - run some errands for me



THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU~* - cant remember any



IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL~* - dun think i can accept him (sorry) he is younger than me.



IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE~* - st john



PASS THE QUIZ TO 5 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU

1) chee hwa

2) junaidi

3) zyenn

4) fan chong

5) amanda





1. WHO IS NO.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?~* - eugene



2. WHO IS NO.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?~* - no1



3. IF NO.3 AND NO.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?~* - no 3 got bf



4. WHAT ABOUT NO.4 AND NO.5?~* - dun think so



6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WIT NO.5?~* - yesday afternoon



7. DOES NO.4 WORK?~* - no...studying



8. DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?~* - nope



9. WILL U BE WITH NO.1?~* - he got a gf rite now



10. HOW ABOUT NO.5?~* - y not?? mayb lesbian couple could be better



11. DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?~* - yes



12. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.2 AND NO.4?~* - no2 from a tour to egypt, we were in the same tour group. no 4 is my degree coursemate



13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?~* - shah ala



14. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW NO.2?~* - first time talk to him at a cafe whic serve the most expensive coke i ever had



15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?~* - probably not the sexiest, but she is sexy.



No.5 missing. I have no idea why because i jus copy only.

m i hot??

no...i dun think so!!!

actually someting funny happen today.

for my consumer behaviour subject, there is an assignment which actually need to use an ice cream company as a case study la. so my group choose Baskin Robin. so me and my 2 other group mate went to Bangsar Baskin Robin. so we were sitting near the glass. the shop is a corner lot. then saw 4 of our classmate.they were walking thru the side street beside the shop. they saw us, they came in. 1 gurl from india, 2 guys chinese local, 1 guy from indonesia. then u noe we are at Baskin Robin so sure buy ice cream to eat la. then i was quite full that time. i was sharing the ice cream with my other group mate. so i wasnt holding the ice cream cup and keep scooping the ice cream. i like took 1 scoop then was putting the spoon in my mouth for some time even after the ice cream melt i stil holding on the spoon in my mouth aka sucking it. ( i dun really prefer using the word sucking here cos i felt disgust when come to the funny part)

so this is the funny part
after sometime they are sitting down around us, then this indonesia guy was saying: hey, u noe when u put that spoon in your mouth,you look hot..

me: shock, my eyes wide open, immediate reaction was took the spoon out of my mouth n stuck the spoon in the ice cream cup.

then while the others were like chatting there

then he ask : wat is ur name??
me:sheryn

the others were like laughing at him cos he dun noe my name even we were in the same class for almost 2 years already.

then later after some chit chat with others,
he talk again: you were in my class for 2 years but i never notice that there is such a hot gurl in our class.

me being me, roll my eyes, n quickly look at my group mate n start talking like : i think there is production concept, product concept.....( all the consumer behaviour terms)

i was making eye contact with the group mate who is sitting opposite of me, that ignore him, he is siao...

that guy is very vocal in class, sometime watever he talks in class r rubbish. then he confronted my best fren who is a chinese last holiday. haha...so his word can definitely be ignore.

so funny....

playing her piano

after long time of not touching the piano, today suddenly decided to play it.. y??

cos
she: y must u go watch movie at nite? cant u watch it in afternoon??

me: wats da difference?? also watch movie..

she: go ask him.

me: that day when i told u bout it he was around listening to it.

she nothing to say...

wats her problem man!!!! pissed off!!!

then suddenly tot of, last time whenever i m not happy, then i wil play the piano n play some really fast n loud song where i can hit as hard as possible n release all my anger...

mayb i shud try tonite...obviously it work..my heart dun feel like tersangkut already. but stil pissed off of being here.

although long time didnt play the piano, it wasnt that bad, i stil can remember some of the tune and tone. i was playing 1 of my favourite song, the song name is reason, is actually a korean song, it was used for a korean drama series name autumn in my heart. whenever i play this song, then i wil remember bout my 1st bf. dunno how come that time i relate this song to him. i stil misses those things he used to do for me.

" leng lui "

y people must call u leng lui if u r a gurl or leng chai if u r guy.

stop calling it if u all dun mean it k. cos i noe it never meant for me..

Get the right angle

got this photo from a friend email with title get the right angle.. i think this photo is interesting.. if i were to get this b4 my egypt trip, i think i would have an idea to do it during my egypt trip that time. haha...kissing with the sphinx

dream

yesday nite, had a dream. the whole dream was about this person. this is the 2nd time dreaming bout this person i guess. but the previous dream was bout that person saving me from danger. this time was quite a sweet 1. the person really care for me n do sweet things to me. but all these wun be true in the real world. who m i? i m no 1.

the world is so small

is such a coincidence...

my car

this is the model of my carthis is the colour of my car...hehe

my car is getting old. lots of things is not working well. my back screen heater is not working. jus like this morning. leave the house at 7am. my car was park outside cos that nite lazy to reverse out and in while is raining. then last nite was raining heavily. so the weather is quite cold in the morning. then all sides of the glass are blur. for the front glass i can use wiper. then the back one is blur cos the stupid heater is not working n when send to the mechanic, they said cant fix. then the side glass blur also. so difficult to see the cars from behind. then i have to keep winding down n up both front window. sien!! stupid me, later onli think mayb i shud on my air con so is cold from inside. cos nose sensitive, normally in the morning i dun on the air con cos it wil make me get flu sometime.

then the left behind door cannot open from outside. lucky stil can open from inside. til now, dad stil haven bring to fix.

n then this morning again, probably the weather is too cold. when i put my gear on neutral, then the rpm went from 1000 to 1500 back and forth every seconds. then my engine also like wroom, wrromm, wroom... like that...i like, wat happen to my car man!! even i put the park also like that. then after running 5 min then ok liao...fright me off.. i tot i put my car outside for 1 day then it merajuk already...lucky not...

i stil love my car...muaks..later i wil c jun uncle want to have a spa for u not la ha...

new pants

(this photo taken from the reflection of my wardrobe mirror. )

i got this new pants from BCBG maxaria at KLCC on saturday..love the pants. it is a runway limited edition. love it so much.

since monday is a formal shirt day for few of us, then tot of wearing my new pants, thus pairing up a formal shirt with the pants. then feel like funny bit. so ask for some comment from my fren. half said look good, half said not very suitable with the wide bottom of the pants.

my face aka volcano holes

so sick of my face.. is there plastic surgery where can change to whole texture of my face skin. i dun think so. y some ppl jus get born with such smooth and perfect skin. n y is mine so KO!! half year back, it was stil fine. jus probably 2 or 3 pimples pop out only. now is like, one whole bunch on the left cheeck on another whole bunch on the right cheek. is like virus spreading all around my face. even watever i do with it, it stil wouldn't stop. it was like this few years back. then it become better jus by eating fresh vege for 2 weeks only. but now, no effect at all. could not put any make up on it to cover up cos it wil make it worst. so recently really get so sicken of it n dun even bother to dress better or do my hair better, cos even dress cantik, hair cantik, the face so ugly, also look like rubbish. sometime rather to stay home then to go out to see ppl. so embarassing...

at last yesday nite i packed up the mess in my room already. felt happier...felt my life is not that messy after all. n i started doing my sit ups again. it took me so long to start back again. last time used to do it like everyday. once get lazy, gone!! all effort gone. then become fat again. hope to tone up my abs and get some lean muscle there.

boring weekend

nothing special for this weekend. later going for ballet class. then after that going KLCC with parents. but they wanted to see some property exhibition. but no interest. jus going to walk around the mall. then tomoro morning going down to Klang for st john meeting. then probably jus go pasar malam at nite to change the dvd i bought last 2 week. i ask that DVD guy, i want step up 2. issit cinema version? he say, no la, already got the original copy out version. i said ok la. give me 1. mana tau, when i play the DVD, STUPID guy, cheated me. is stil cinema version. once i play less than 5 sec, then can sense it already. then later sumore got those laughing sound. last time used to go PJ to buy DVD, but not those pasar malam stalls. they sell in the shop punya. they very honest, they wil tell if u want the non cinema version, come back after 2 weeks. but everytime also my fren drive me there, damm!!. cant remember the route.

my life is a total mess

I m a total mess…

My life is in a mess

My health is in a mess

My face is in a mess

My study is in a mess

My room is in a mess

My brain is in a mess

My everything is in a mess

cloudy mood

i m just sick of my everyday life now...

f**king pissed!!!

pissed of them again...who else can it be..

1) looking thru my hp, looking thru my photos n sms...without permission. btw, already expected already if i leave my hp at home. should have rush back even i m late.since when i have privacy 1 la.

2)teaching me how to evaluate who is good n who is bad...DUMB!!!...as if he is good at evaluating others... he also got betrayed b4 but stil good to those who betray him.... WTF!!!!

when i am damm pissed, the best way to release my anger is get into my car, put on the hit music n blast it loud, then drive at the top speed...

wat can i do else??!! nothing!!!

Sri Aman 33rd Anniversary Dinner

at last is over!!! glad...there are some people who congrats me for the dinner...there is some ppl said the dinner was good...i hope there are saying the truth, i hope they said it jus for the sake of saying(hope u get wat i mean)

but overall...wasnt very satisfied...there is more improvement can be done. i would say after doing this dinner, i m quite confident that the coming dinner which i plan to do for the 35th anniversary can be done at a greater scale in a greater place...

reach there at 1pm to do the preparations...was trying the push to talk
cos with a event like that, lack of manpower, so best way to get things done is to have a walkie talkie, but v dun have n dun plan to borrow from Area, so tot of using push to talk, last time tried using once b4..so took some time to figure out how to use it...is quite fun n interesting..it wil only work for nokia phone.but if ur background is noisy then cant hear the conversation clearly.n furthermore, is very cheap. only rm1 for 1 day.

members are quite young, dun have much experience of running big events or even a dinner. i dun have any male members in the division. so is bit tough. especially for the PA system. but at last, the gurl who incharge also get to pull it through. all those committee i really have to thanks them alot. they are like multi tasking. before the event start, they are either the usher or registration. then once the event start, then they wil be pa system, game n etc. supergurl!! those who willling to do that are really the good committees. without them, i dun think the event will be so successful. n they are good at getting sponsorship too..BRAVO gurls!!!

then it was heavy rain around 5 something. n my mess kit was in the car. n the route to the car is quite far n is not under the shade. n i dun have an umbrella. i m going to get wet. n my uniform too. then lucky got 1 plastic to cover my head at least. after took my uniform, my shorts is soak wet. sigh... then went to shower n change into my mess kit which quite some time didnt wear it. since last year area dinner.and this year there r some new accessories to put on.my hair was quite short, it took me quite some time to put it up nicely. (is also after a few times of practice at home before that)..

once i get back in to the function room, i get really excited. my mess kit outer coat is thick,i m sweating inside. not sure cos of the outer coat or cos i m jus too excited. ppl already coming in. n the whole day only run one round of rehearsal with the MC and the PA. i m so so so worried. AAaHHHH!!!!!

then when the VIP start arriving, then i get even more worried. i need to be sitted at the VIP table. n i m not suppose to run around. wat am i goin to do if anything happen.

at last every1 who suppose to sit on the vip table had arrived. then the event can officially start. sing st john song, then presentation.presentation ok la. but slightly too long. n got some of my photo there n i heard some chuckles when my photo is showed.. pai seh la..

then is my speech, i m so excited. i basically read from the paper i prepared. some of the words, i didnt even pronounce it properly. is worst than all the presentations i ever done. normally presentations i dun even need a paper. conclusion, my speech jus a piece of shit.

then r the VIP speech. they said bout some of the history la. then is eating time. hhmm, i dun really like the food btw. but wat to do, is cheap. actually is not that cheap, almost rm30 per person. then got several performances. n i can see that the audience were quite amused with some of the performances. glad to see that.

n there r games too. n those younger audience r enjoying the game alot.

then lucky draw time. the grand prize was a 6 megapixel camera. so every 1 were actually quite excited bout it. then the winner is ................................................................................................................................
my area deputy area commander.
n he actually give the prize away to...................................................
sri aman division.
means is
US!!!

haha...at the end, the camera belong to us. then all programme finish off quite early, so decided to open the dance floor. n saw some very good dancers. hehe..

glad that at last is over. so happy. but after 2 days, found out some problem with 1 of the sponsorship. but regarding that matter, i jus hope the committee who approach me give me, as the officer, more RESPECT!!! PLS!!!

stress out

i m very worried...this sat dinner is organise by me. is about my name. is about my reputation. not that is all about me, but it got to do with me. whether is sucess or failure it wil b related to me. cos all the while i m the only 1 incharge of it. i want to prove to some of them to see that not only those train under them r good, i m good too. i m much much more better than them. i m independent. i m capable. there is some who said i m the favourite of somebody, thats y i can get such high position. is not, is wat i work hard for all the while. all the while i have been proving myself. jus that i didnt start up with most of them, so i m not their clan. sometime jus got so tired of proving myself. the better i became, the more things i have to do. those who r also at the same level, dun have to do much then can get away by just showing the cute face.

or probably i m jus pressuring myself too much??!! i dunno. probably everything going to be fine on that day? i doubt so. i m jus praying for the best. probably i dun even need to prove myself, probably those ppl wil stil think i m incapable even how well i succeed. btw, this is not that important for me. is jus a past time.

financial freedome

i need a financial freedome...the actual meaning is u r not owing any money...

but to me, it means i am earning the money myself, i can do watever i like with it, with the money i earn myself, i dun have to look at the colour of the face of the people to do things. i can just do watever i want, whenever i want.

it trigger me again today jus cos parens office had 1 permanent stuff resigned last week, then 1 part time stuff stop working tomoro n another 1 next week stopping work cos they r going to study. so left no more clerk. then there is another 1 suppose to come today but she didnt appear. so..... on the 5th apr wil b st john area dinner, is a charity dinner, s usual i m the committee. but that day mum wil b at ipoh wit her frens. n dad ask me m i going to work tat day, then b4 this i already discuss wit mum then she said the gurl which suppose to appear today is going to work on 5th apr, so she said i can go do my st john stuff. but then dad suddenly was piss off n said the gurl is unreliable n bla bla bla...n start scolding there... so is st john paying my living cost...n is my mum fren paying her living cost...(means that the business is paying our living cost, is paying for our shoppings n bla bla bla) that time mum wasnt there so couldnt clarify wit her...n then i kena marah pulak!!!! aarrrggghhhh....

even i have a good living now, get to travel all the time, get to buy branded stuff, dun have to worry bout food, etc but not all the time m happy...but i stil have to b grateful la...not every1 can have perfect life...so patience is stil the golden word here...

thats y all the while i cant wait to start working....every1 said enjoy while u study dun think of going to work onli...but me, is opposite..of cos i do enjoy studying n enjoy the accompany of college frens... if i start working later n if they stil so kongkong my life, then i wil definitely get out... then i can any f***ing thing i wanna do!!!!!

great lunch

today at college had lunch with another 11 course mates...haha ...so fun!!!

i love to have lunch with many many ppl...where v get to talk talk talk n talk....n v laugh n laugh n laugh...n v tease each other...kaka..thats FUN!!

this wed v gonna have bbq....looking forward..going to LC house for bbq, get to play Wii Nintendo, monopoly (rick's one, which bought from singapore, n very latest model, where u dun use paper money, but use debit card, where there is a machine for the banker to deduct and add money), LC even suggested to gamble, adelene suggested truth or dare, some suggest badminton.....OMG!!! so many...how to play, or play til the next morning...kaka

those who haven try Wii, is a MUST TRY!!!! haha...dun play it urself, get few fren to play together. boxing is good exercise, we really can sweat. there is golf, bowling, tennis n etc...u wil never stop wanting it...hehe..unless u have it at home, if not u will be loving it..

I AM

unimportant!!!

useless!!!

worthless!!!

opposittion is taking charge

yesday was Malaysia 12th election day.... the results was surprising... all the while i tot BN is really stable.. but now.. is not, opposition parties is taking charge. ppl are very angry of the government dats y they jus voted for the opposition even though some of the BN candidate r good...some said is jus a wrong timing for them..if the opposition parties took charge, can they really handle the job well?? we dun noe... so jus wait n see. but defintely will be effects on the over all country well being n economics.

yesday nite was supposingly paren's company dinner. normally some of teachers will be singing the whole time. but yesday nite, every1 was so excited bout the election results. hehe.. then basically 90% of yesday dinner conversation was bout politics n the polling... interesting to certain extent n starting to get bored.. but me, was the youngest there, no other ppl who i can relaly chat with, sitting there jus enjoying my wine. dunno how many glass i drank, jus noe that waiter(who look quite good, btw he is from johor but mistaken by my dad is from china jus because he dun noe how to speak cantonese,haha) keep on refilling my glass... usual me, face get red n body get red very fast even b4 i get tipsy or drunk. we book a room. quite like the place, the room got own private toilet and private tv which supposingly used for karaoke but end up using watching the polling result the whole nite.

at last he is gone

at last he is gone from most part of my life...only will get to c him in affilation activities

i hate him

i really hate him

lucky i broke up with him

i have no regret of breaking up wit him

i didnt know he was such a culprit...
he even can betray the person he love...
i dun understand.
once u r not on his side, he wil talk bad bout u.
he is jus like a woman who like to poke other peoples back

when was about to break up with him onli noe he was such a culprit

now, after he resigning, even noe that he is such a jerk..
wil u ever quarrel with ur boss??
wil u ever ask ur boss to apologise to u??
thats wat he is doing

i hate him more day by day...
i dun think i even can talk a word wit him anymore..
i hope i dun need to c him anymore....

had lunch with agung

can u believe it??

i m sure u wun believe it...haha

i n adelene planning to go for lunch in Fig Tree ( a cafe around my college),so while we were walking towards the cafe, this cafe actually is at a lobby of one of the building beside wisma help. ya, so while we were walking towards the cafe, we saw a 4 wheel drive, infront of the 4 wheel drive was a Bentley with a yellow car plate, was so curious, yellow car plate, then walk nearer, saw malaysia emblem on the car plate. infront of the bentley was a police car, all these 3 car parked infront of the building. we went to fig tree, we love sitting outside s it is a windy spot. so those 3 cars is within our sight. then we thought must b either agung, or his wife or children is at the building, we suppose they are in the 'kuala lumpur sport medical centre' which is in the building. then across the street,there is a few police bikes...both of us like wow....keep looking around...

the bentley car driver uniform look very smart, white in colour. then 5 minutes before agung get down, the driver attention infron of the car, then the police who incharge to clear the road start blocking the cars moving from both way. then later saw agung came down n walk towards his car. they move very fast towards the car. less than 1 minute the car already hit the road.probably he is the one who injured. hope he wil b alrite soon.

jam for 1 HOUR!!!

1 HOUR!!!!!!!

i was stuck in a jam for 1 hour which the distance is less than 1km only.

the reason: somewhere b4 the MRR2 flyover, a tree fell on the orad due to heavy rain. 4 lane became 1 lane only. the jam started from the flyover after the LDP toll. that was in the afternoon. the heavy rain was in the morning. the BOMBA only reach like 5 minutes b4 i pass by the tree fallen spot. so means the tree was there at least 2 or 3 hours. i think i would blame those passer by cars who do not report. who are so selfish. if they were to report it earlier, then the BOMBA will clear the tree earlier n the jam will not be not bad. once i trap in the jam, i called my other st john fren tell them not to use the road. then after 1 hour, my fren call me up to ask wat happen. then he said he jus pass the toll the jam started from there. WOW!!! is so bad!!!!

sigh*****

AVPU

this morning there is a division which have their first aid exam. so i was 1 of the examiner there. when i was marking the exam papers, then i saw this member answer sheet:

Question : What is RICE? What is the purpose of RICE?

Answer(supposingly) :
R-Rest
I-Ice
C-Compression
E-Elevate
Purpose-treatment for sports injury

Answer(that member):
rice is made from paddy. it is for us to eat n provide us with carbohydrate.

this answer was not that ridiculous.

but dun forget this is a first aid exam

another answer superb ridiculous!!!!

question : what is AVPU? what is the purpose of AVPU?

answer (supposingly) :
A-Alert
V-Voice
P-Pain
U-Unresponsive
Purpose-to check the level of responsiveness of the casualty

answer(the member):
AVPU stands for Alien VS Predator United.
Purpose - the alien fight with the predator to destroy the alien

OMG!!!! wat kind of answer for a first aid exam!!!!! gonna faint!!!!

is the worst answer i ever seen before. even bring in movie into first aid!!!

cannont tahan already.
then the member of this division very lack of discipline, did not dress completely.

so decided to give some hukuman to them.
those without complete dress code jus need to do 10pumpings.

but that ALIEN VS PREDATOR UNITED fan need to do 50 pumpings.

the member still can laugh when i m reading out his answer!!!!