28 july

woke up around 11sumting. need to get ready to go out. today work only start at 5pm. need to meet up with a landscape designer to discuss about new house landscaping. so the person office is at hartamas. and hartamas has lots of korean restaurant. so far we only tried 1 of the restaurant, that 1 is good, been there around 5 times already. so thought maybe we should try some other ones. so we try the 1 jus opposite the designer office. the designer told us last time it was quite good. there are 4 of us, me, parents and our architect. so we order 1 set is the beef set. it comes with 4 types of beef for bbq. then 1 stone rice and 1 soup. that suppose is for 2 person. so we order a seafood pancake and a ox soup. the beef set is only rm120. but is so worth it. u got 4 type of beef for bbq. although the portion is smaller. the normal 1 beef bbq cost up to 40 plus or 50 plus. so i think is quite worth it. yum yum....i guess jun is drooling when he reads bout korean food.

then after meet up with the landscape guy. he showed us some of his previous projects. then he was showing that there is this bungalow which cost 15million to build. OMG. n WTF. so much...SIAO.... the designer was showing 1 of this picture which is 2 lying kind of chair which put beside the pool, each of the chair cost rm30,000. SIAO!!! i cant really see what kind of material is the chair made of. but is crazily expensive. probably the owner just got too much money n the bank book got not enough space to put in the zeros...so they just gotta stuff those money sumwhere.

i got a close fren, andrea who is studying landscaping. but too bad, she is stil studying. stil got quite some time b4 she graduate. just wish that she can do my house landscaping. probably she can do my room landscaping, i got a little so called garden outside of my bathroom. i hate to maintain it. not sure what should i put there. probably just put my tortoise there.

i m going to collect my results tomoro. and also my thesis proposal. hope the marks wun be lower than i expected. hope is not lower than 2nd lower class. if not really lost hope to myself la.

2nd salsa class

today is my 2nd salsa class. i learnt 2 shine and 1 type of turn. i realy really need to get a pair of shoe specially for dancing salsa. but have no idea where to get it. i love salsa...

26 jul

only slept for 3 hours, then woke up at 6am. need to reach pj at 7am. so tired n sleepy. i didnt know my that ceremonial uniform need to wear glove. too bad, already reach the venue. impossible for me to get any. supposingly the letter sent to me said that there is a rehearsal at 7.15, but there were no rehearsal. so we waited waited n waited. then the event start. start giving up the warrant for officer. then later is the promotion letter. then later is the best member n officer award. then is the 5 years service medal. wow, the rm50 sumting medal, is heavy. haha. so i guess it is slightly worth its money.

so after that there is some refreshment.

then went back. plan to take 1 hour nap. then i only woke up after 2 hours. supposingly i wanted to wake up to prepare some of my MC speech for the Hi tea event. mana tau slept too much. quickly woke up get ready then left to the venue. lucky i wasnt late. then reach there, quickly prepare my speech. is jus a very small event, so not much speech i have to do. i did some call card, only 8 pieces needed. thats how little things i need to talk. the VIP came really late. other wise everything else run OKly.

nite went to watch movie RED CLIFF wit parens. cos they wanted to watch movie. RED CLIFF part one, the movie really ended with no ending of the story. the movie is to be continued. but jus wonder when the part 2 going to be out. cos the movie is GOOD. but if u want to understand the movie better then gotta understand a bit of the CHINA history , the 3 kingdom legend.

St John accessories are so expensive

this year, i have been awarded with this award called the 5 years award. so the area will gift us the medal which is to be put on our ceremonial uniform. we as officer got 3 set of uniform. 1 is duty uniform which we wear most of the time. 1 is ceremonial uniform which the top only cost me rm150 which we wear during parades and certain ceremony. i would said thats the cheapest tailor in KL. the 1 more is called the mess kit which the top also cost rm150 and it is only wear during st john dinner. so the 5 years service medal need to be put on the 3 set of uniform. it is not a must. but it is an indication of seniority i would say. so i need to buy the service medal for the mess kit 1. it is a miniature size to the ceremonial medal. cos today i went down to our state level hq at klang, i saw the price was rm36. is such a little thingi. and when i was wowing on the price,my area commander said the 1 which the area giving to us is rm50 sumting ah. i m like...hhhmmmm....so expensive. jus now i open up the plastic, n is so small n so light only. omg.... but it stil look so pretty la...haha.... i wonder those very senior 1, they got their long service award, n also other award, i wonder in total how much they have paid to hang on their uniform. i think u rompak 1 of their uniform, probably u sell also can get three four hundred. haha...the ceremony to receive my that 5 years award is this sat. sigh. gotta wake up at 6am. sien....

then in the afternooon is the hi tea event, n i m the MC. at last i already figure out wat to wear already.my mum suggested me to wear my white blazer and those formal long sleeve collar shirt. and formal pants. wow!! formal. adelene said look PRO...kaka...but i have not prepare my speech yet. DIE...

I passed all subjects

thank god...i passed all the subjects in the last semester

han syn this evening called me up and said that results can be view online. normally the online result can only see whether pass or fail. but there is no indication of what gred. at least better than nothing. in my previous blog i did mention that the finance subject had lots of ppl fail. so i m really worried. once i got back home, then i straight away went to check. lucky i passed. actually cant be said luck or anything, is all the hard work i put in. i would not say is very very hard work. but sufficient of effort to allow me to pass. hehe...now waiting for the results with gred to be out. before i reach home to check my result, i was kinda worried. wat if i fail 1 subject??!! means i have to retake it not this coming semester, but the semester after the coming 1. which mean i will only graduate 1 semester than expected. that is 4 months. no way.... i already plan to start working already....i already plan to start be financially independent already...

results

results gonna be out soon in 2 weeks time. i m very very worried. adelene told me the other day that there are quite alot of ppl fail finance subject. i m not that confident in that subject. our thesis proposal can be collected already, actually can be collected quite some time ago already. around 1 month ago. but either dun have the guts go collect or when i m around that area is a sunday. college is close. so....

time flies. semester gonna start soon. i suppose to start with my thesis. but til now, have not started. so....ya la...me stil procrastinating....

salsa class...

salsa is
FUN!!!
123..567... got no 4 and 8
is quite easy
is a very good form of excercise where u work out most part of your body, except the arms la. probably i wil loose some fats at my butt cos lots of butt swaying...
is interesting...

btw, it is just my first class but i m so excited to learn more. first of all , i need to get myself a good pair of ballroom heels first. just a regret that i only get to start it so late. i m so excited to learn more moves.

today we learn 2 shines and 2 turns. cos we rotate partners. we all stand in a circle. and the guy wil change partner anti clock wise. so basically we get to dance with all the guys in the class. some are very good lead. some of them really very (dunno how to describe them) normally after doing 1 turn, suppose to do a set of basic step before doing another set of turn. we learn 2 type of turn. n this guy, lead me to single right turn, then immediately after the turn set, then he lead me to another turn which is the cross body lead. cos normally wat the instructor does after every turns set or shines set wil also recover back to the basic step. thank god la, i pick up quite fast n didnt missed even A STEP!! really testing my limit man. then the class after our beginner class is the intermediate class, so some of them reach early. so we lack of guys, so 1 of this guy from the intermediate class join in the circle. he is quite tall. n he is the only guy who lead me the turn, and his hand sweep pass my hair.. gggrrrr......so many other guy who is shorter than him n lesser experience than him also didnt terkena my hair....

actually didnt plan to start the class today, just thought of checking out the classes schedule, so didnt really get a more appropriate pair of shoe. yup. so my feet got quite some bruises. as i told my mum b4, my feets are used to torture already. numb. cos of those pointe shoe. haha.

if time is right, most probably i m thinking of taking up either ballroom and latin. i hope can take up both. but dun think i really have the time to do it.

MC

i m going to be MC again. it has been a while. in st john, i am the famous MC choice. any event the 1st person they would think bout is me. haha... there was once, it was a competition event. i was part of the committee. supposingly another lady officer suppose to b the MC. i do not know wat was the reason that they suddenly just ask me to b the MC. and you know when they inform me bout i m going to b the MC??? 5 minutes before the event. 5 MINUTES k?? omg. i cudnt prepare anything. i was only a member. so dare not to question those officer y suddenly change ppl. that lady is a much more experience st john person than me. wat the ..... then within the 5 minutes i quickly gather all the information needed. then went up the stage to start off the event. normaly closing ceremony for competition event sure get some ppl to go up the stage to give speech. so when the ppl is up to give speech, then i wil start scribble things on the paper, then also start thinking what to talk later. what are the better wordings to use. but afterall, i stil give myself a 8/10 marks for that mc performance. hehe.

btw, i m going to be the MC for next sat event. n i m thinking wat to wear. shud i wear a skirt or pants? i decided on a knee length skirt. it wil b a pencil shape skirt. but i still have not figure out wat to wear for the top. shud i wear sumting formal like a blazer or long sleeve collar shirt, or shud i wear a sleeveless shirt. i know wat shoe to wear already. haha. my new shoe which i jus bought today at isetan gardens. Anne klein. when my dad saw that brand, eh, anne klein ah, not calvin klein ah? {cos the whole family also got quite some CK garments} i said is anne klein la. so calvin klein and anne klein mayb sister brother ah...haha....i said dunno. i heard bout anne klein, but very little knowings bout it. haven done any research on anne klein b4. so i surf the net to check. i type anne klein and calvin klein. the first search i found was a person asking yahoo answer is anne klein and calvin klein related or married.?? haha. i guess quite some ppl do have the same thoughts too. both also are at the same price range. anne klein is not so well known in malaysia. as they do not have any independent store in malaysia. onli at isetan i guess. anne klein is based at new york. when i do further research on anne klein, found out that anne klein do name has a line call anne klein new york = AKNY. so it sound bit like DKNY rite whcih is donna karen new york. haha, u guess akny copy dkny or dkny copy akny? give u 2 seconds to think bout it.







is DKNY copy AKNY. is not copy copy kind la. jus that anne klein, the founder of AKNY pass away in the 70s, it was continue by donna karen. so, hehe.

btw, come to the MC part, it is not a very big event, but got lots of big shorts attending it. so have to be very careful with the protocols. and also those big shorts name n gelaran. very confusing punya. n dunno wat is the appropriate shirt to put on. it is a farewell event. for this person from stjohn which is quite high post. n it is not a dinner. is a hi tea. at 2pm - 4pm. so wat to wear la. is not at hotel ballroom or wat. is at a club house multi purpose hall. with quite a small stage i guess. so wat to wear??!!! aarrgghhh

laptop gotta format soon

sigh...laptop so so so in bad condition. my msn i been using this thingi called ebuddy. kinda troublesome. wait til i finish all my st john work then i wil start formatting it.

updates of my boring life from 14-18 july

14 jul
woke up. start processing my 2 feet high of st john documents. real hectic. caught a flu. nose sensitive wit the dust. cos that lady is packing my so called study room aka store room. a st john fren came over to settle his pile of stuff. he was asking me has i been talking with my ex.
me: dun have la. i even block him from my msn.
him: oohh really ah. no wonder la he asked me bout u.
me:really ah
him : ya la
me: so wat he ask bout me?
him: he asked how are u doing? do u have new bf. i told him dun have. he ask m i happy? or m i worse off without him? he said that he thinks ur life will b worse off without him. i told him i think u r happy.
me: seriously he ask u such question ah. omg. haha..loll...cant believe it..

omg. i cant believe it he can say such thing. such an [eh as as h oh el ee]

then evening went to work. back home. rest.

15 jul
stay at home, didnt go work to finish up my paper work. so much more to do.

16 jul
morning went to office cos programmer coming over. mana tau, after half hour of the appointment time onli he called me up n informed that his car battery flat. gotta change the appointment to afternoon. (if battery flat, arent he suppose to know it once he try to leave his place??....) then me went home, continue my work. when he reach office, onli ask the lady to call me. then at nite, some st john ppl come over to sign the form, some to redo their forms, some to help to recheck the documents again.

17 jul
same thing, morning woke up, do some paper work. thank god, it is almost done already. i think i m with it for days or even centuries already. so sick of it. then later went to work. nite, went for a st john meeting. then home. i was very tired. very very. but didnt feel like sleeping yet. so s usual, once in my room, then i on the tv, n online. then was clearing off my mail box. my hotmail got 300 over mails. my yahoo mail got 700 over mails. gotta slowly clear off. then i was trying to fall asleep from 2am. til 4sumting i think almost 5am onli really fall asleep. i was thinking so so so much. thinking bout wat i m going thru now. thinking bout wat is coming up for me. thinking of wat i have been thru so far. all the ups and downs. thinking of certain things which i have done which to others is a very bad thing, but to me, m i doing the right thing?? thinking of certain ppl. i was thinking til a certain extend where i m start whippping there. get really emotional...then i even thinking more. caused me cudnt sleep. when i cudnt sleep but so tired, i realy so frustrated.



18 july

got up really late. felt so tired. cos didnt sleep well. after lunch. went to work. then went home. so there goes 1 week. that is how boring my life now is.

jun: thats why for the whole week didnt really have any post up. nothing seem interesting in my this boring world.

another sunday passed.

today morning early morning wake up at 7am. cos i gotta be at bangsar for the exam at 8am. the group of public which i mention in my past blog. examining them, was really different with examining those school kids. they are even harder to control. they can just go off for makan without informing. they can come at 10am even the exam start at 8am. n sluber only, bring in a cup of tea which bought from mc'd. lol. cos the venue is a judo centre, n i suppose sum of them actually a student of there. so some of them were judoing there. lol... some of them so playful while doing the exam. tak boleh tahan. i can only laugh. they are not normal secondary school member, cant scold. none of them is younger than me k. some even 20 years older than me. then everything went on quite fast. by 11am i already start doing the theory paper.then after they finish the paper, then i had discussion with them. then whenever they had a wrong answer, they would be debating with me bout the answer. i learnt a lesson from here, never discuss paper with adult public anymore. but quite happy that all of them actually did learn something, and they keep thanking me.

then later went to mid valley to meet up wit a fren to makan. cos got some extra time before the show.

the show is the HSBC classics piano festival. it was good. it started off with the winner for the best composer. the composer play the piano, n accompany by other 4 who play the string quartet. then 15 min intermission. then ochestra, it was lead by a conductor. then after they perform finish 1 piece, then the conductor went in and came out with his violin n join the ochestra. then Denise Lee, a famous pianist,he base at england, but he is a malaysian. he plays the piano and conduct the ochestra at times too. n he did 3 pieces. then later he left the stage. ppl keep clapping for encho. so he came out n say i wil perform 'impromptu b major' if not mistaken thats the name la. it was good. btw, i got in free. cos my uncle is the piano tuner for the event. manage to get 2 free ticket for me n his daughter.

so went home. sleep 1 hour. wake up for dinner. then so tired. lying on my bed. i dozed off for about 3 hours. at 11sumting, my mum knock on my door. benci, i woke up already. cant sleep back. then watch tv til now. gotta sleep now. nite.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Angus steak house

angus steak house at pavilion. i would recommend every1 to go. the steak is so yum yum, is so juicy, is so tender, although it does not come with much sos, but it taste great. so original flavour. angus steak house uses beef from japan. probably is the way they rare them. thats y is quite pricey too. their normal beef cost around 60 for 150gm only. if 250gm, i think around 80 or 90. they have another type which is called the wagyu beef, is graded as 9+. and cost 200 for 150gm. but 200 is for the set menu. the normal beef cost around 80 for set menu. so the starter came. it has mashed potato. then got a quite small piece of fish fillet. then it has this sotong cut into very tiny pieces. then came the soup. it was pumpkin soup. i hate pumpkin. but the soup taste great, cos it was mix with milk. then came the salad. the salad does not have salaad sos. but cos it is a little japan theme restaurant, they put japan soya sauce over the salad. it turn out to be great too. i should try that next time with my salad. then here come the grade 9 tenderloin. then came the lamb. then came the normal rib eye.the lamb was so so yummy. it was so tender n juicy. i was joking about the grade 9 beef, it taste so good n so pricey probably because the cow drinks shark fin soup, drink bird nest, eats abalone. haha... then after the main course, then here comes the dessert. it was tiramisu. but very small piece. i would said it is fine dining. the appetiser and dessert come in big plate, but small portion, beautifully garnished.

victoria station still have a standing in my heart. both have different standards and pricing. different style.

deposit paid

deposit already paid, but mood didnt get better.

reason: cos of them.

mayb i shudnt even get that car, mayb i shud not change car. then i dun need to depend on them later.

conflicting myself.

i dun undersand even got a guy coming after which i m not interested, they also wanna campur tangan so much. then bebel this bebel that. benci giler.....

hate being me...

6 july 08

today was such a long day. the nite before went to the Garden with parents. did some shopping. gotta start buying some clothes preparing for my coming job.hehe..mayb this is too early. but i guess is the right time. cos normally i prefer to buy branded when they are on sales. but also have to find the really right 1. so cant be simply. end up buying a shirt n skirt from raoul. they are hot. i like wearing long sleeve shirt. make me look so pro. i love wearing those pencil shape shirt. (erm...izzit call pencil shape..not sure) is knee length, then bit low waist. the back of it really follow the butt curves. bought a pair of shoe from nine west. once i put it on, it is so damm comfortable. so so so comfortable. then got a shirt from CK. they always have quite funny design. but it always look good. bought a top, erm, the shirt is those type which are not proportionate. i like the back part of it the most. it reveal abit of the middle of the back.



then at garden i met 2 fren. both also related to st john 1. 1 of them is my best fren gf. she is working at the machines. then watch hancock. dad requested to watch that movie.quite good. but his movie u can use ur brain think logically la.



so reach home around 2. slept at 2.30



woke up this morning at 7.30. onli had 5 hours sleep. cos need to go down to klang for a ISO meeting under st john punya la. at first wanted to go for breakfast wit a fren, then tunggu the whole day also no reply. then tot, mayb he not interested. then a st john fren call me said she got no transport, she wants to follow my car. then i agreed lo. then the klang guy onli contact me n said ok for breakfast. aiyak, i jus agreed to pick up another person. how can bring her together for breakfast. not so nice ma. so end up didnt go for the brekfast lo.



then after that rush over to 1 utama. supposingly have gathering with my ballet friends. that gathering actually mainly because some of our ex ballet classmate, went overseas to study, n they are back now. then mana tau, at first 10 became 6 onli. although the hi tea lost its meaning. but we stil enjoy ourselves. cos of the laughter we had over the hi tea. we went to the Cinnamon at 1st world hotel. it is rm64 nett. but it is not worth it.some of the food are lousy. wat i had the most over there, is the fresh salmon n the tuna belly. (sashimi la, not sure is that tuna belly.) cos thats wat didnt got screwed up. n is value gain lo.hehe....got lok lok. got chicken rice, chocolate fondue, all kind of satay stuff. i think i would rather spend another rm10 for jogoya. some of the food this afternoon quite lousy. some of the food dun really have taste. but some are good too la. especialy their dessert la. creative and good taste.



then after that, onli left me n alicia wanted to watch movie. so we went to buy ticket at gsc. decided to watch made of honour. is the onli movie which both of us also haven watch. then met up with this family. erm, i would said i noe them since i were a baby. i used to go to a baby sitter near my house and this family live few houses away. dunno how, my mum noe their mum. then end up we going to the same primary school. cos can car pool ma. the worst part is during standard 1 , i have to be the same school with this family eldest son. he is same age as me. but he is like a kayu onli. that time standard 1 not sure why he disgust me also. then that time his mum purposely ask the teacher to arrange him sitting beside me. OMG....wat is this man?? is like i need to take care of him....but i was a smart kid that time, i went into the 1st 3 class, he is jus in the middle class. so since standard 2 til 6 i never same class as him. but i stil see him everyday. cos we been either car pooling or use the same transport lady. so that been for 6 years. then i went to a gurl school. sure tak sama school la...

their mother:we are watching movie cos (the gurl) is going to UK soon to study
me: oh. so which uni?
daughter: oxford bust
me: oxford wat?
daughter: oxford BUST (not sure how to spell the bust, but thats the pronounciation i heard) is beside oxford university
me: oohh
mother: a sister university of oxford
me:doing wat course?
daughter: law
mother: k.s.(the son) going to london also end of the year
daughter:oohh..doing wat course?
mother:ACCA
me:oohh
mother: so when u finish your degree?
me: end of this year
mother: where you studying? LOCAL rite?
me: ya local. i m going to graduate already. no need to go overseas.

i went to search online, cant find bout the university. anyone know bout the university please provide some information. cos when they tell me the word 'oxford bust', they really emphasize the word 'oxford' but not 'bust'. i m so eager to find out as these auntie and her daughter love to boast around...not to say i pandang rendah la, but with her result, i dun think she is that excel to enter top universities like oxford. must be just another common university.

so we went in for the movie. the movie is good. very meaningful.storyline is good.

masseur is needed

so tired and so exhausted.....but cudnt sleep well...

masseur is needed

qualification:
dun have to have good skill
but jus a good heart and a caring pair of hands

benefit:
my caring to you in return

civic is getting a botox

my old civic is getting a new face lift. it is going to look 14 years younger. it is going to get botox. to look much younger. it is going get a bigger boobs, bigger bump, bigger body... it is going to get a new dye of colour.

cant wait to see the new face lift of my CIVIC....

picking up a shirt turn to buying another 2pieces

i got a versace shirt which i had some problem with. i send to fix 2 months ago. then was too busy. so didnt have time to pick it up. at last i had the time, so ajak my parents to go together n have dinner. then before we reach that shop, then we pass by escada. woohoo, they are having their summer sales. so we went in....slowly glancing thru, pick a few. then the sales guy, ya a guy, not sure is he straight. but he dun act much like a macho guy. however, he jus got good sense of fashion la. have to i guess. he work at such boutique.then went into the dressing room. there onli got 2 dressing room. before i step in, my eyes wide open with surprise n wow... the wall paper that they use is so special. so elegant, so pretty, i think i need to have it too for my new room. n is so so so spacious. omg...so far the nicest dressing room i ever been into. i think i try on a total of 10 pieces of top and bottoms. the guy keep getting clothe to let me try in. end up only 2 top is suitable. they are both 50%. so buy lo. hehe. happy.