Exam over, my schedule is pack with programs

hurray, at last final exam is over. and so fast, this semester has come its end. was really suffering for the past 2 weeks, only sleep at 3/4am. thus, now could not sleep cos is just so early, now is onli 2am. haha..exam wasnt that hard, but dont think can get first class nor second upper. pass should not be a problem.

from today til new year i have all my programs lining up...

17 dec
- after exam, went the curve to have lunch of course, then movie, watched warlords today. went with adelene(of cos), han syn, jowen,chian huey,fan chong,yuan chong,ah sai. then while waiting for the movie, got around 45minutes, then went to take the sticket photo. 8 person squeezing into that small little photo...some of them even jokingly said better take wit digital camera, then go back use photoshop to add the features into it...haha...but i m sure v had fun...especially the jakun guys who had not taken such photo before. then after settling the photos, then still got around 15minutes. n we saw foosball tables, so since got time, then i suggested to play foosball, so 8 people squeezing in 1 table. 8 sticks then control by 8 person. real fun. even tired, but i m just so hyper. then after that went to movie. the movie was good. then at nite went for ballet.

18dec
outing day with classmates, going to ice skating at sunway pyramid. omg, i m so afraid that my butt will open flower. then at nite going to have bbq at 3brother house.

19dec
going to armada hotel and crystal crown hotel to check out the place for sri aman st john 33 years old dinner. then also meeting up wit the programmer. for office IT system. then go 1utama shopping with some bllet friend.

20dec
going out wit Fiona. a gurl from penang which is my childhood friend. really miss her. so long didnt see her already. she is a lovely n cute gurl. smart n pretty too. then nite going to have steamboat with my ballet friends

21 dec
off to johor for 2 days

23 dec
from JB to singapore for 5 days. going to celebrate xmas there. always heard ppl saying xmas in singapore is very fun. so happy n excited now.

so, all my frens, once im free i wil update you on my life. :P cheers

5 down 1 to go

wats this mean?? 1 to go:i more final exam.marketing exam on 17th dec..the coming monday..5 down:include 2 finance assignment, 1 operation management test, 1 operation management assignment, 1 marketing assignment. all weighted at 50%....so tired for the past 2-3 weeks. cos of all those assignment cos the due date were very close. me s usual, only get to finish on the very last minute. never get to write anything earlier. alwiz cramp up everything. the past 1 week was sleeping at 4am everyday...my backbone and my shoulder is so tired..a spa would be nice...

it has been so long since i touch my blog...hehe...just dont have the time and mood to blog..after my exam should have more time to blog, but that time no college, nothing much to blog...hehe

yesday was adelene birthday, we celebrated for her at pavilion red box..was fun...then due to assignment only due that day, so no time to buy before hand. thus, have to buy it from pavilion. is like before she reached, i and andrea quickly went to hunt for it. within half hour, then v found her a handbag which can fit her laptop and a wallet. omg....cant believe it..the best part is she love it...hehe..hope she really does...then we were rushing off for movie..the cinema jus next door. real big cinema...hehe..we watch enchated. was so afraid the guy will not enjoy it..glad that most of them do enjoy it...cos the movie was too too fairy tale...hehe...but nice n funny

by end of yesday so tired...cos didnt have enough rest for the whole week, then that day whole day also run here run there...try to manage the whole things run well...me, s usual, alwiz will initiate to organise n run the stuff...

pavilion real big n beautiful...i wish i have the money...to go shop, go any shop i like..especially those couture shops...ppl wil treat u like a queen...in order to have the money, need the have the career...been thinking my career in future real hard...just have too much thought in my mind...but none of them is easy to reach...i m hardworking, i m passionate, i have determination, but i just dun have the capital & the experience & the connection....

been thinking real hard...studies is not everything...enjoy life is more important... life is short...

20th Birthday Party

My birthday party was very fun this year. I had quite alot of friend did appear this year. Especially my this year classmate. Also much appreciated to my Primary classmate. they have been there in my party for many many years. and of cos my HMC mates too.

I wore a purple skirt. that purple skirt is like my most expensive skirt in the wardrobe. barely wore it more than 5 times. too sayang to wear it. the material like very easy will got hook n spoilt. so.... alot ppl were praising my skirt. very happy...yippeee...

present: oh ya, i got the DKNY green apple perfume. n not from Chee hwa but from my classmates. he actually agreed to get for me but due to certain reasons so he didnt get me that. but he gave me something got to do wit my name AGAIN!! the 3rd time already. but this time something very special. like it. already plan to hang it on my new house my new room door. so happy that at last i got the DKNY perfume..hehe love it so much. thanks u all. oh ya, i noe is not cheap for u all to get me that too.

of cos also thanks my glamours who got me a compact mirror. then my st john fren who got me a crystal display. really useful as i put in my room. relaxing n make my room not so dry cos of the water. thanks my st john juniors too. really love the card u all gave me. really touches me....i love all the presents i receive this time. i also got a topshop bag from my cousin this year.

this year, haha, i got drunk in my own party. of cos ma, go every table also will drink with them. how many bottle open for my fren, then i drank how many cups. of cos la after tipsy liao sure do some weirdo stuff til now my classmates stil laughing at. glad that all of you enjoy the party as well.

thanks all of you to make the hassle to be at my party,
thanks all of you to make so much effort in getting me a present,
thanks all of you who let me have a memorable party.

Vietnam Trip (after)

to be continue....

Vietnam Trip (before)

This friday I'm going to Vietnam for holiday with my folks. Have not beent there before. going to leave on friday. my flight at 2.35pm. stil decide to go college in the morning. and leave early around 11 to the airport. then wil be back on next tue in the afternoon. not sure wat to expect from there. but wat i know is the tour leader is quite a fun guy. he called me up that day to inform me bout the details. he sounds fun. haha. dun get me wrong. he just love to joke la. having a joker around wun be bored. especially 1 going wit folks but not friends.

started to pack today. got some stuff got to buy like batteries for my portable n very useful fan. hehe...... everytime jus worried to left out anything.

SICK...again....

This few days not really feeling well. My flu has not stop for 3 days. Felt really tired and over slept this 2 days, but lucky I wasn’t late for any of the class for today and yesday. went to class today and my classmate Han Syn asked so any plan for today? I told her nope, and I had an appointment lunch with a HMC fren. Then we actually decided on Monday to go to Sunwal Lagoon since Friday classes are cancel. So was confirming on it, then we think that Friday 2 among us got to do some works for the breakfast sales on Friday. So we decided to go on Saturday then. Furthermore on sat I got no hip hop class. Then after going lagoon on sat, they are coming over as my parens inviting some frens over not sure wat function, they asked me to bring a few friends. They repeated A FEW only. So get 4 of them to come to my house jus to makan and my mum suggested them to sleep over so they can stay up later and have more fun. And Adelene suggested for mahjung and movie at my house. Haha….waiting for those moment.

Stil remember last time used to have 5 of us, but a different 5 of us, it was the glamours. (btw, miss andrea a lot)… stay over in my place while my parents not around. V play mahjung n had movie. It was so much fun. U know, those days…..

Oh ya, tomoro I m going to have a hair do. Means cut hair and getting my hair dyed again but not curling it this time. Is not easy to take care those curls. It make my hair got tangle up so easily. Not sure what I am expecting tomoro. Not sure wat I want to do with it too. But bit ‘sayang’ cos every1 been saying ‘wow your hair so long already’…hehe….it took a long time to keep that long. Mayb I should cut it short and make it a dramatic change since recently been quite some big changes in my life.

Bout ballet, I stil wondering should I take up elementary class and go in for exam next year. Back 2 years, after the last exam, I been telling myself I m not going in for any ballet exam anymore, cos I m jus not that good. I m jus going to dance out of interest. Recently I realise me dancing but not improving. Then I felt so useless.then started back my double class. Then now supposingly starting from oct, due to not many students in the class, I m taking advance level and intermediate level and 1 class each level per week. Instead of spending time and effort in intermediate, mayb going for elementary then going in for exam. Rather than dancing for nothing. Stil considering it very hard. All my other classmate they took elementary this year or in the past also encourage me to take it. Me stil haven got decision yet…..told teacher my intention but she didn’t say anything.. so I guess is ok.

Bout my piano I been abandone it for quite some years. I gotta start playing it, it was my companian for some sad days…

So excited of going to sunway lagoon, been wanting to go since beginning of the year. At last. Hope the weather is good to us and hope none of our’s ‘auntie’ is visiting.

Written on 27.9.07

I'm back finally...

So so so many things happen since the last time i blog...i back from Langkawi, didnt have time to write bout Langkawi after...then i went to Manila in August...not too bad,shop quite some clothings back. CK over there just happen to have sales. Great bargains up to 65%. How can i resist that??!!

Oh ya,i broke up too.

I am so busy recently, with uni, i started to feel i m a better student now. I hope the spirit will not die. the hardworking spirit. i really really hope i can score better this sem. the past sems really gave myself a shock. and i think i m better now in ballet. i can feel i m slightly, jus slightly improving.

Recently also had some dreams of what i want to do after i finish my degree. A coffee shop mayb. Something like Starbucks. but thats jus a dream.

I think i will be staying single for quite a long time. Don't think there is any guy who reach my expectation and can bare with me. And, i m considering to be a spinster. Not a bad idea though.. haha

getting psycho bit bit...haha

Langkawi Trip (before)

Langkawi....here i come...

I will be going to Langkawi tomoro or i should say later as it is 2am now. i will be departing at 12.50pm. I am going with st john friends. We bought the ticket in January that time there was this zero fare ticket. Only pay rm80 for both way airport tax only. There were 7 of us who bought the ticket. but ended up only 4 of us going. Just now went out for awhile with them to discuss about the trip.

that was January, now is July. waited for this trip for so many months. chinese proverb said wait till the neck also long.

not sure what to expect from there. mum didnt give me much money to spend this time. not sure what to shop and what to do there yet. but plan to get tan(probably I should say get dark)..hehe...i love making myself dark whenever i go for a trip, is like a souvenir or can let others know that i went for a trip..haha..thats ME..

Sri Aman Gathering

Good job all the committee members. I know you all had done your best especially Amanda and Rui Rong. oh yea, i love the visual presentation. I think the gurl did the job very well. although the turn up of guest was not very satisfying. but i do see the guest is enjoying themselves. i do see our members enjoying themselves too. again, gurls, u all done great. proud of you all.

Harry Porter

I watched Harry Porter last nite with my cousin. went for a mid nite movie. was quite tired actually after ballet and hip hop class last night. afraid was tired and will fall asleep during the movie which i hardly will. but the movie wasnt that interesting.

2nd Shopping

2nd time shopping during this mega sales. went to 1 utama today.

this are the items i bought:(later will load all the photo, a picture tell a hundred words)<--correct ah??(hehe)
1. BCBG skirt.
-the skirt got bit like lantern like skirt. but not that big la. before i try on, the skirt did not really attract me that muc. i actually took another top to try. but ended up the skirt turn up great. it look great after wearing on. the shirt wasnt suitable for me. the back of the shirt nice. but has a low cut V in front. so me small ma. not enough modal.hehe

2. NINE WEST shoes (2 pair)
-haha..not sure why i like 9west so much. before this i only had 1 pair of heels from 9west. that pair also i bought it a shanghai airport. bought a pair of slipper and heels. but low heels. the slipper is in blue. i was wearing a denim knee length skirt, it look good wit the skirt too. the heels, is like half heels half wedge. cos the size of the heels is almost covering the whole bottom.

3. POLO socks
- aiya, socks onli. polo stuff are so expensive except for their socks. thats y i bought them. only rm55 for 2 pair. the last time my mum went to Bali, the POLO store there was on sales. and the sales is like really great deal. those polo t almost rm100 then can get 1. here, value buy also rm250 ah. plan to pay a trip to Bali and sambil shoppping at the Polo store too. but need to find out when do they sales. keke

4. HUSH PUPPY shoe
- my pair of st john shoes, the 1 wit heels, is in terrible condition. the pair of shoe has been wit me quite some years already. before this went to duty with that, not comfortable enough. then thought of getting something mroe confortable so when during duty i wun feel tired wit that pair of heels. tot of getting probably brand like hush puppies, scholl... ended up found 1 today. hush puppies. simple and nice and of cos comfortable.

5. MOTIVE long sleeve shirt.
- this 1 is those formal kind of shirt. is white in colour. actually wanted to get one long time ago. cos in st john one of the uniform for dinner is Mess kit. that mess kit need to wear a white shirt underneath. the last time i borrow from my friend. i have other colour but not white. got 1 piece white but wit pink lining and sleeve not long enough. so at last got 1. i like the fitting. it fits me n shows my bodyline very nicely. half see thru.just that the sleeve slightly long. i think is fine for me.

today shopping got 2 items also got to do with st john..hehe...

Half Day trip to Subang

today is my best friend's division USJ13 5th anniversary dinner. my mum would not let me drive to subang alone, so got to get chee hwa to drive me down. btw, the dinner is at summit hotel. he came pick me up around 3 something. when i was walking diwn the stairs, was surprise to see him in a big car. is a jeep. was his uncle's. the day before he promise to bring me to eat cendol n some milk tea n noodles. he took me to the cendol place, is sold in a lorry, then the rojak also sold in another lorry which place side by side. lots of ppl line up for the rojak. so he line up for the rojak then he afraid i was bored, very nice of him to ask me to see his hp. hardly people ask you to browse through their phone. anyway, we are very close, so i suppose nothing cant be shown to me. long time no see him. gotta check out what he is up too. haha.. so we ate the rojak n the cendol in the car. i think is just normal rojak n cendol. he thinks that too. cos lots of people line up for the rojak so we suppose is a very good one. now only found out that he dislike egg yolk too. how i found out?? haha....cos i was trying to get him to eat the egg yolk cos i dun want it, mana tau he also dun like.hehe..then after that he took me for the milk tea. there are so much choice dunno wat to order. so just let him to decide.so he ordered coffee milk shake wit some jelly and i prefer to get some not so filling then get red tea wit peach taste. then later we go to summit hotel, cos he got to pass the projector to them. then we went to summit shopping centre which is link to the hotel. he thought of getting a blazer. at last he chose to spend more and get a formal looking overcoat. it look great on him. but he cant get fat. if not he wil not fit.haha..ciwawa, keep ur tummy same size..haha.

then he went to his auntie house to bath n change. then later we took photo in the car. then suddenly requested to put some powder on his face. haha. so put on some foundation on his face. surprisingly, first time i hear guys wanted to put powder on their face.haha.btw, he look better after applying it. did i forget to mention he is the first guy who open the car door for me. impressed!! i wish i got a bf wil do that for me all the time...

so later his dinner, although there quite lots of technical problems, but cant blame them. first time. can be counted as a success. i like the environment. of cos la. hotel ballroom wo...

hehe..anyway congrats them. good job.

thanks ciwawa for the trip...i had fun

Wonder Women

Watch a movie today, cant decide to watch wonder women or harry porter...end up...toss a coin, the result was wonder women. nice movie. i like the main actress role. meaningful. i tel myself i shall be a wonder woman, which all along i try to be.

back to the dream, after few sleep, i didnt get to dream the person. sob...

A Dream

i had a dream yesterday or probably can be said as this morning. i dream of someone. that some1 i never dream of the person before. or some1 that i never thought i WIL dream of.it is not a very bad feeling dream of that person.in the dream, the person confess to me something. i was super shock. never even thought the person could say those words. dreaming of that person might be a very good sign. dream of that person could be cos of my brain is thinking bout things regarding the person too much, therefore i wil dream of it. i feel confortable that time surprisingly. would not want to wake up from the dream. suddenly woke up from the dream and heard something which really ruin the mood i m having in the dream. then jus ignore the noise and went to sleep again. hoping to continue the dream and get back the feeling. but no matter how i sleep also cant continue the dream back. not sure will i get to continue the dream tonite, i hope yes. i wanna noe wat happen next. i wanna wat is my reaction and want to noe wat will happen next. no matter how i dream also no use, cos it is not reality. i felt so real in the dream. consider more deeply, if the dream would be real, i don't think i would want it to happen for the long run benefit.

anyway, it just a dream....no meaning...

life is empty and meaningless...

Manicure + Pedicure + hair treatment

mum saw an advertisement on the Kepong Info. manicure plus pedicure rm60 free hair treatment. call up to find out more. wouldnt want to go there and get cheated. just need to pay rm15 for hair washing. so is like worth it man. the cheapest manicure i can find in 1utama is rm38 then padicure 45 i guess. haven done pedicure b4. only did twice manicure. once is free by t le clerc long long time ago. rm60 plus hair treatment..hehe.. good deal..so we went

i like the manicure alot where all those cuticle beside my nails is all smoothen up..sumtime those hard cuticle will scratch some clothes which materials very sensitive like tights. (not sure what i m typing, hope you understand wat i mean) then the pedicure also good. those corn at my feet is all smoothen up too. got sum tips on taking care my feet too. even my last toe which is so tiny she also really do the detailing work on it. this shows how good and pro she is. didnt expect such good services with such low price. will surely go back there again. defintely.

then got the hair treatment. the gurl who wash the hair for me has very big boobs. but she is fat. so those r mostly fats. stil prefer maggie q's 1.haha.

DIE Hard 4.0

maggie q..hot..sexy..nice boobs..

damm it..recently, after watching die hard 4.0, start to facinate again with ladies with big boobs. y?? cos i got a small 1. hehe..

the movie is very very exciting, the action done by him is so crazy..anyway, is just a movie. don't think any1 dare to do those in real life without any safety gadgets.

i think this movie is more interesting than transformers.

everybody!! MUST WATCH!!!

exam result is coming out!!!

saw a fren,shanice msn personal message written exam result is coming out. after finding out from a few person, it is quite a confirm the result is coming out in the mid of july. i m very very worried. i know i did not do well in the assignments and exams. especially for asian business environment. cos that lecturer used to fail people more than passing student. worried, worried, worried. if i fail, is like omg. i dunno how to describe my feeling failing my degree's subjects.

worried,worried,worried....

Carnival Sales...I love it!!!

oh yea...carnival sales had started. so happy. because this time my mum agreed to let me to shop. the last carnival sales wasnt allow to shop due to shopping too much before that. but then this time i got permission to buy. haha.

today went to klcc. isetan still not on sales yet. will go back to klcc again when isetan is on sales. isetan sales is the best. dkny and bcbg in it really got good bargaining. today bought 4 shoes, 2 tops and 1 belt. shoes got from nose. actually this time plan to get shoes not from nose. kinda bored of nose. plan to get from probably nine west or around that range.but then couldnt find any yet which suitable my feet. bought 3 heels n 1 flat. once i got back, i straight go to the shoe shelves and take out some really old shoes and throw it and replace the new shoe in. kaka.

i bought a top from FCUK. i like the top. something different. something i am looking for for some time. another top from Versace. all items got 50%. is like omg.haha. i bought a t shirt. i like the colour. very striking and sharp. without the 50% impossible i wil buy it. bought a belt from Versace too. it is a beautiful belt.i been searching for belt for long time. very hard to get a nice 1 and good ones. is leather. whitish colour. bit greenish too.

happy day.

Transformer- GOLD CLASS

oohh yea..i watch movie in gold class again. the last time was probably 2 or 3 years ago. with my parents that time. i love the service. but expensive. the ticket is rm40. but u got very confortable seat. you can be almost in a lying down position. is like a sofa. where ur leg is lifted up too. then got special toilet in gold class. female will surely love it. cos there is a automatic seat cleaner for hygiene purposes. before the show start half hour, there is like a lounge where there is a bar. there are many sofa inside there whilte waiting watching for your movie. then you no need to queue for the drink or food. you just order at the bar counter they will send to your seat. beside your seat got a little table for food and drinks. there is a button on a table to get the gsc staff to come to you to order food or drinks or even blanket. they serve blanket. great rite?? but the food , drink and blanket is not free. the blanket is RM5. blanket only. haha. but just loving it. should go more often next time.

i got thin??

haha... just now had ballet class. and teacher said wow now no more tummy bouching out. i look taller. omg.so glad to hear teacher to say that. not sure what i did, but dont seem like i eat less. just as usual.probably i really control my supper.hehe. even now ballet class is so tough, but i feel comfort that at least i m achieving something. at least i know that i m improving into something.

my ballet friend, alicia today is her birthday. her fren (i suppose is some1 who admire her) came to studio and gave her big bunch of flower and cake. lily is so good smell. even better than rose. but lily does not last like rose. beautiful bunch of flower too. happy for her. and the cheesecake was good.haha.

there is stil 1 more green tea cake waiting for me to eat. not sure where mum get it from.probably her fren gave her. but saw the box wit address from hartamas. just now only said bout me getting simmer, then now eating cake after cake.haha.

Ballet journey

i am sure all of you all know i dance ballet. lots of people say"wa...u learnt for so many years already, can be teacher already la." wats my reaction? i wil smile and say " no la, i m not that good. cant teach yet." at this point of time, I am not very proud of my achievement in ballet or maybe my dancing life. even now i am learning hip hop, but i still havent get to master it the most important element:body feel. i does not have it at all.



let me count, how many time i fail in my ballet exam. 1- grade 4, 2- grade 5, 3- grade 6, 4-elementary. that is many time of failure man!!! and there are even some grades which i took 1 year more than others before i could take exam. Y?? cos i m not good enough lo.. when i fail my elementary, when was that? oh yea, during my spm year. i even took the exam. cool rite? oh yea, is a thing to be remember. it is even remember by many people. that year spm year, i took my ballet exam and even participate in my dance school concert. haha. thats me. but that year ballet exam i fail. spend 1 year on that grade. during that 1 year, i really struggle. we even had triple class. that is so tiring. still remember it was friday, saturday then monday. i stil remember friday was at 8.30pm. then saturday class was at 1pm. is like less that 24 hour got to go back to the 'torture room' again. at that time, ballet class really like a nightmare. bit of phobia going for class. but i must pass for the exam. so even the triple class is so so so tiring, i still try to stay very strong to avoid myself giving up on me myself..



at last left 1 more week to ballet exam..haha...sumting bad really happen to me and my partner..my handbag got snatch by a thief..then i fell on the tar road.. and i got some wounds on my face, hand, arm, knee etc...couldnt really dance..then my exam gotta postpone..and my partner got dengue fever..cos she also couldnt dance, we ended up taking the exam 1 week later from the actual date..and you noe wat, i PASS..not only pass but MERIT!! i m overjoy..even me cacat abit, but then stil got MERIT..it might not be really i m that good, could be the examiner giving some pity mark to me this cacat fellow..

I guess since last year i been only doing ballet once a week. and i really feel i got no progression at all. so recently i had decided to go for double lesson. so i will not feel too lazy everytime going for class. and the most important i will have progression in my ballet techniques. last time i used to have a thinking, since i m not good at it, then just take it easy. just go for single lesson and continue dancing. don't take exam. but then now i think since i m doing it, why not i do it better. YES!! this is suppose to be ME!! haha....

probably or i would say definitely after i graduate school, i will go learn ballroom. after watching today so u think u can dance, i think contemporary is such a beautiful art. is like a expression shown by the dance. just by looking at the dance, you will feel for it also. is so fantastic. i think if got chance and time, i will learn it. hehe

Jagoya

wats Jagoya?? is a japanese restaurant at starhill at the relish floor. the restaurant only have buffet. for lunch, hi tea, dinner and supper. is not cheap. hi tea is 68++..after adding the tax then is 78.20 exactly for per pax. but i think is quite worth it. last friday i went with my ballet friends and ballet teacher. i m back dating it. the frsh oyster is huge. i mean really huge. i cant swallow it in one time. i need to split it to 3 section to eat it. then there is loads of salmon...yum yum...my favourite..i think i took almost 10 slices of it..then got unagi also my favourite...loads of seafood..even bamboo lala also got..crab,escargot,king crab...got dim sum also...got ice cream but not green tea ice cream..how could a japanese restaurant do not have green tea ice cream...n no miso soup...you all should go try if you have not...the place is really big..is like a maze almost..the toilet is cool too..those kind of toilet bowl i firstly discover it in my trip at japan..there have something to spray water to wash your buttock...now it even have seat heater.i m trying to persuade my parents to get those for our new house. i surely go back there again.

but i heard my friend said about the japanese buffet at shangrila hotel...they said is good..shall go there try and compare with jagoya..shall tell you after i went there..hehe..

NCO Camp

hihi..everyone..those who always check on my blog must be wondering its been a long time i update this..cos last fri - mon i was in camp. st john camp of course.wat else can Sheryn do? not dance nor uni means st john loh...duh!!! me such a boring person rite??

i m from the SS group..some of you must be wondering wat is ss..haha..s-syiok, s- sendiri. ss=syiok sendiri.actually this SS thingi started all from another officer, he loves to say things which really he syiok sendiri..so we ended up started to have this word of SS when someone say something really SS..haha...

u noe, during camp,normally participants will be divided to groups. but then committee does not have a group name. actually the ss group started with a game. not sure whats the game name. but some kind of game really fun. if u want to learn i can teach. so we do tepukan whenever we all like winning. so we ended up creating a tepukan ss. is not using hand to clap, but using our buttocks to write 'S'. jus keep on writing sssssssssssss.....n facing our butts to others and do the action..haha...real fun. is like now most of them who went for the camp, once meet up wil be discussing bout the ss group..haha

during the camp, especially for commitee meals, all is cook by our QM. so i wasnt busy that day. which is on the 3rd day. i wasnt busy cos no body is sick.happy to hear that. i m incharge of medical. after my lecture, i saw some of the committee was peeling the potatoes and cutting the potatoes into fries shape. then i asked them. they said they want to fry all the potato to french fries cos there is no use of the remaining potatoes. so i was happy bout french fries. you know camp, nothing much good or delicious to eat. so i volunteer to fry the potatoes. i think is my first time frying potatoes.hehe..but was fun. of cos at first sure scared the oil will splat on me.cos the equipment wasnt very complete. so i need use a frying pan to fry the potatoes. so at one time only little amount can br fried. so once the first round is fried, then every1 hands will dip into the container which i pour the fried fries to. just within 2 minutes the fries is all gone. then same goes to the 2nd, 3rd, rounds. then i was like so 'high' on frying things there, then i asked the QM what they need to prepare for the dinner. then they said frying eggs. each committee wil get 1 egg. so i fried 20...i repeat 20 fried egg. the mata kerbau egg..hehe..a few egg yolk was broke. so ended the egg became omelette.haha..then after finish frying the eggs then also fried the sausages. in my whole life never fried so many eggs before.hehe

very proud of my member Amy. of cos not forgetting my other members, rui rong,mae and xiu jong. proud of all of you all. at least you all did overcome your fear to finish the flying fox and the commando training. especially flying fox, before reaching the flying fox there is a few obstacle. dear members, please remember i am always here to support you all. i m here to help you all all the time. but of course not only my division members, even the other members also need help just ask from me k. i m very nice actually haha. (so SS already)

at last...exam IS OVER!!!!

it is 4 in the morning now, you must be wondering what I am doing so late up??!! i just finish the movie Pirates of the Carribean 3. the advertisements was 30 minutes!! omg.... GSC is getting a little over with its advertisements. the movie was 2 n half hours. my fren who went with me slept throughout the movie. lost my appetite on watching the movie. kinda piss off with that fellow right now. btw, who cares bout that fellow rite??!!

today is the last day and also the only day of my final exam. only 2 subject got final exam. unfortunately, it fall on the same day. 1 at 10am and 1 at 2pm. sucks rite?? i know. i really felt scared and so nervours for the exams especially yesterday. never felt this way before for exams. except those practical exams in piano and ballet will only make me have so much butterflies in the stomach. honestly, i think i might screw up the exam. do not think i did well in it. by the way, i am always has a thinking Why should we grief for the past. the past let it be. just look forward for the future.

so what am i actually now looking forward??!!
-holiday
-holiday
-n holidays

haha...i got 3 months of holiday!!! those who are not my classmates just get jealous of me.haha. i have june, july and august holiday.

i was supposingly plan to do internship during this holiday. but probably i m just too dumb dumb, no one wants to employ me. so therefore only 1 place i can go for work....

anyway, i am also abit glad that i am not going for an internship as before this was worrying about taking leave for my holidays to langkawi and manila which is so pai seh thing to do during internship. i now can concentrate to do the preparation work for my blood donation. i m sure this time manpower is even more lacking, so probably i will just do everything myself. i wil do the letter, i wil search for sponsorship. everything la probably a-z.haha. (trying to act as supergirl again)

of cos not forgetting my baking hobby. i am going to bake cheesecakes, tiramisu,probably muffins...... and defintely making SUSHI!!! haha...ciwawa and adeline dont forget to come join me yea...

by the way, once finish exam already had some programmes waiting for me
1. just now that movie lo
2. tomoro morning facial
3. thurs evening buffet seafood wit adelene
4. fri - mon:CAMP (THE!! of cos st john camp la,wat else??!!)
5. following friday...yum yum...japanese hi-tea at starhill jagoya...(cant wait for it)
6. ................dunno yet la....in planning
7. oh yea, of cos in july my trip tp langkawi (whispering) [planning to get drunk there][liquor r cheap there ma]
8. manila trip with parents :( in august

so i guess thats all for now.. i also almost forget i got any 'koko' (zhak why you ok?) who still remember bout me wanting to buy a laptop but forgetting to update me wit his new number till i cant recognise him....DEVIL!!! anyway miss drinking with you koko and long time no heart talk wit you liao...

CONCLUSION : pink today from a sad person 720 degree change to a happy person....
8.

Sick

I am very sick now. had fever, flu and cough. not only me, but the whole family. no mood to study at all. is like die la. before i was sick i also barely study. i stil got 3 days more to study. got so much study for IT subject. and for asian business environment, worried for the high expectation of the lecturer.i never felt this way before other than the last semester the subject which i got very low marks for.

i feel my standard drop a lot. last time used to be the hardworking girl. got highest marks for this or that. but now. i m nothing. felt so useless.

i don't even know how to score well in the following exams, the following semester. in my life, is it just all about scoring??!!

read 1 of my fren,fc blog today, he talk about life seems to be meaningless. i always agree that life is empty and meaningless. it depends on how we put meaning into it. wat kind of meaning to be put in??i also dunno. my dream seems to be more far to be achieved. last time i used to be a girl who is very ambitious that it even drive some guys away from me. but now, all my ambition and dream seems to be so hard to be acheived.

m i no good??m i lazy??or this is just what life is?? i dunnoo...some1 pls tell me.

Boring Days

Actually this few days got not much to do except STUDY. is such a boring things to do. and i only get to read some. and the 'some' i read onli very very little went into my brain. and not many days left to exam day. not sure how am i going to take the exam.

by the way, latest update for my tamagotchi, he is 4 years old now.hehe.his look will change went it got bigger.haha

Tamagotchi

hey everybody. Do you know what is a tamagotchi?? or do you stil remember what is a tamagotchi?? if you are around my age, remember when we were in primary school, it was really in trend that you can rear your own pet in this small little gadget. you can rear dog,chicken, butterfly and etc. I had 2 last time. 1 was a dog my mum bought it. 1 more someone else gave me, that one can got 8 type of animal to choose from.

now, there is version 4 tamagotchi. it got infrared. your tamagotchi can make friends with your friend's tamagotchi. they can give present to each other. they can play with each other. it can even get married and produce the next generation.

there is gender given now, either a boy or gurl. i got a boy this time. you don't get to choose the gender. is given randomly. you can go online to play game to earn points. then those points act like cash. can buy food, watch movie, travel around the globe even. haha. they can even go to school. when they grown up they can go to work. also as usual, you need to feed them. but this time the available food are scone, sushi,bread and cereal. they even have snack like cone(ice cream), pudding, tart and orange. is like so cool. still need to bath them of cos.

so whoever is interested go get 1. so we can play together.hehe. my good friend,adelene already got one. actually i and her planned to get it since the last semester. but ended up she got it already. since she already got it, then i went to buy also without considering further.hehe. she got a gurl. since i had a boy. so i suppose we can have child grandchildren together.haha

All assignment finish...at last

At last....all my assignments is done. The last assignment was submitted yesterday. It was a group assignment. glad that i have good group members.

actually last week got back 1 of my assignment marks, it was really really bad. thank god didnt fail. i been questioning myself, bout my ability. all the while some people think that i m good, even me myself think i m not very bad quality. probably i m not as good as what you and me think I am. starting to lose confidence on myself. so many times cross my thoughts that I want to change course. probably to accounting. since i m so good in numbers. but end of day, i do agree on 2 of my best frens saying, we study is just for the knowledge, study for wat v learn, but not for the marks, grades, and classification. I do agree to that to a certain extent, but what bout my parents and the future employers??!! I dont think they will think that way. especially my parents. last week i really did break down. couldnt stand it. but i guess is just life.

but what really life is?? i always question myself. especially after my great grand ma death, i always think about life and death. probably i can live up to 70 or 80 years. but is it true that my soul does not die. is it true that there is heaven and hell?is it true that there is life after this life?what am i compare to this universe. and there is even foundings of some other galaxie. so how many galaxie there is in the universe? i m just like a dust compare to the universe. wat is the meaning to live? since it is meaningless, why do we still need to study so hard?? y?? whenever i think of the universe, then i start to feel a shiver in my body. i m scared. i m nervous. all this question will then flooded my mind.

on 29th may it will be final exam. so today was the last day of uni. got 1 week of study break. hope i relaly utilise it well. and i won't ended up last minute.

1 good news and 1 bad news today

if u want to read bad news first then press page down

good news is i got my scholarship from HELP again. this is the third time gotting it. feel good. but don't think wil get next year. here i come. no confidence to myself again.

bad news is (i suppose most people will not understand what i will be saying as it is actually very PnC stuff)
the last time i was saying that i got RM12. but it is gone now. i can onli get it next year. due to some stupid reason. i got really disappointed.
(i think onli ciwawa wil understand this)

ah tai - my great grand mother

i m sure this few days you couldnt see me online. the reason is my ah tai pass away on last friday morning. actually we were not very shock hearing that. cos she has not been eating for the pass 2 weeks. she barely drink even. a person can be dehyrated. during labour day holiday my parents went back to ipoh to visit her. they said that couldnt see any flesh on her. can see her bone. is just like her skin wrapping the skeleton. so all of us actually prepare for it already. I was so worry because supposingly i has a assignment due on this friday. it is a group assignment. a lot of discussion need to be carry out.

chinese funeral ceremony is quite complicated. my ah tai funeral they made it quite simple. just 2 days of nite praying. we did not need to burn anything for her. last time my grandfather pass away we were asked to sit there and pray for a few hours. but this time only 2 round of praying. then the second night no praying for us to do also. then the third day is the 出殡already.

as she is 100 years old, we do not wear white but wear red. we said that it is a happy funeral. during dinner and supper, we normally walk to the restaurants or stalls 2 streets away. then we were wearing our red t shit. everyone was starring at us. we said we look like communist.haha...everyone in red.

if i were to live up to 100 years, it is a real good blessing.

assingments = boredome

the assignments are like never ending.....

so boring..........arghhhhhhhh.....cant stand anymore....i want to go watch movie.........go have fun...

i told myself i m defintely gonna watch all the movie available in the cinema once I finish exam, everything cramp up together.really tired.

sitting there,looking at my assignment..couldnt think of a word..how??? normally my assignments I will only get to finish the night before. then the excuse I gave myself was not until the last minute I couldn't force my brain to vomit out the words..why must i always do it last minute??? i always started early, but only do the research,but normally will not get to type a word. sigh..... when my this bad habit can change...

friday is the deadline, haha, stil got 1500 more words to go...next fri is another group assignment deadline too...but we haven started. then the following tues need to pass up another 500 words,that 1 not big problem.so means I need to finish my 500 words assignment before I go Kuala selangor...hehe...

so boring....

Blood Donation Campaign

The total of 3 places of venue for blood donations is 563 packs. cineleisure onli 138..

few words to describe me now..tired,frustrated,not satisfied,dehydrated,look ugly,exhausted...

at last is over...

btw, i didnt donate that day.onli slept 2 hours the nite before.if i donate i will surely collapse.

thanks to those who help directly and indirectly..

to certain people(i mean those who are not responsible enough, i m sure u know who u are): without you i still can make it run smoothly.please be more responsible in the future. i m very dissapointed with you all. thank you for letting me see the real side of you.

one heavy stone down

at last yesday i finish the 4000 words assignment...i didnt sleep at all for that nite to finish up the assignment...n me really proud to say a very good gurl...after whole nite without sleep stil go for 8am class....good gurl rite??the class onli got 5 of us....certain of the time of the class i was fishing there...hehe...wat to do...never not sleep for the whole nite before...least is 2- 3hours...was like zombie the whole day...then got break...then took a nap around 1hour at the library...haha...

afternoon onli got a sms that at nite got meeting...then went home onli left 1 hour to sleep b4 meeting...sum even tot i m sick..keke...then after meeting go hang bunting for the blood donation..onli back home around 3am....haha....

today stil til around 12pm...then start doing 2nd assignment which is due on 4th may...2000 words...then went to college to do assignment consultation with lecturer...cos i noe nuts about the assignment....then after that went to cineleisure to settle my blood donation stuff..

so much to think about the blood donation...

tomoro morning going to give out flyers..nite going to put carpet probably til mid nite...
then morning wake up at 6am..blood donation...celebration dinner...post mortem...keepong carpet...keep banner...so i also suppose til 3 or 4 am..sigh....

really tired after few nite lack of sleep...i suppose will only get to update u on mon...

whole day st john onli

it was yesterday...21.4.07

early morning went to 1 of the school to give first aid exam...stay there til around 12pm..

then drove up to sumwhere on the way to kuala selangor....freaking far....around half hour onli reach...that is our area senior citizen care home...we need to go there cos wil put up a god statue there...so there is sum ceremony need to be done..stay there until 3sumting then went home...

traffic jam as usual at sg buloh...around 4 sumting onli reach home...then sleep for 1 hour plus...then woke up to prepare to go for a st john dinner...the dinner is at batu cave...is organised by 1 of the division from sg buloh...the whole dinner 99% of the time the ppl are speaking indian on the stage...omg...we coudn't understand a word...onli try to figure out our lucky draw number..the food was quite good...nasi briyani..rendang chicken n mutton,vege,keropok(very good, favourite of every1) n fruits..

then after that our gang of st john sure go for second round...actually decided to go one of those chinese cafe which is very trendy recently..the cafe is opposite metro prima..the name of the shop is gasoline...chinese name is 'jia you zhan' (add oil stand)...haha....funny name...on the way there i was asking so when r v going for tarat card ...then they were saying y not go now...so v wait for every1 to reach at the cafe..then v went to the tarat card place in 2 car..

the place is near time square...also a cafe...wit recent cafe style...but sumting extra..which is tarat card prediction, horoscope counting....it is rm25 each...those who recoomended said the prediction n saying is quite true...so tot of trying...we waited more than 1 hour for our turn...of cos while waiting v order drinks n snack....then chatting ahead there ....fun....

then when come to our turn..saw the person who do the counting n bla bla....erm ...he is a he...wit red colour hair...wit a sport kind of bendena on his forehead n above his ears...sum hair over it n under it...freaking thin...put on foundation n drew eyebrow...the way he like at u like a gurl..the way he smile at u like a gurl..normally this kind of style of ppl has this hand folding at the wrist n say 'aiya....bla bla bla...' at a very high pitch....he is good at criticizing ppl....he said he was a DJ,so nobody can fight him in talking...

so i choose to do tarat card...onli allow to ask 2 question..i asked bout my internship n blood donation..both also dun have the answer that i hope for..so crossing my finger n hope for the best for both of this thing...which is quite important for now...the question onli can b asked for this year happening...not next year...actually wanted to ask bout my graduation...he said come back next year...so paid rm25 for 2 question...

btw...mayb wil go again next time n try sumting else...onli after the 2 thing i ask really come true....but i hope not....so onli went back around 2sumting am...

Missing the old time

now me at starbucks of my college...last time when i study in HMC time taking my foundation, basically i come to starbucks at least once a week...now..probably once a month...missing the smell n atmosphere here...

stil remember last time we used to have a whole gang of us bring laptop to college..n then bring to starbucks n hav drink there...whole gang of us....i have 1 photo(used to) showing around ten of us wearing black shirt posing at starbucks...that time we used to fix a day where every1 wear the same colour...is like really cool...almost the whole class is wearing the same colour..even those who not into our noisy gang also follow the flow...real fun...

now i am having a break up to 2pm...cos today for mr raj subject is consultation session as his assignment will b due next thurs..n me..s usual haven really started much at this point of time...on the 4th may also got another assignment due...yesday another lecturer gave another assignment...that is a group 1..supposingly due on 4th may...sum ppl told him v hav one more due on that day,so he is so generous extend the due date one more week which is on 11may...thank god...

so now i shall get start doing all my assignment....

Ballet Audition

There'll be a ballet audition this sunday at Taman Tun...the audition is for a concert in a near future at Istana Budaya...not sure bout the details of the concert..jus noe that the organiser is going to put plenty of money in for props n costume...so definitely it wil b a fabulous concert..the best thing is it is at Istana Budaya...omg...

there is a few session which go according to our level...it wil be all on point shoe..1 is advance 1/2..another 1 is intermediate...for me supposingly shud go for advance level..but i m very doubtful about my ability of going on point...really worried...not sure am i good enough...dats y i even ask around whether to go for the advance level...going to advance level would be a challenge...going to intermediate will be a promise going into the concert...

until now stil haven a pair of point shoe which fully suit me...recently bought a pair of Gamba brand point shoe..it cost rm200..last pair at the shop....new pair of Gamba coming in will be 300++....dunno to say lucky or unlucky...but this pair nicely fit in which dun allow me to wear my toe pad....OUCH!!! ....tot mayb shud try...bought a jelly pad for my big toe...my big toe now no more sore...but then my other 8 little toe...their knuckles will surely get blister after each class...it is really suffering when doing slow dance...

before this pair of gamba,got a pair of Gaynor Minden...is another brand of pointe shoe...it cost me around rm300++...it is wat i looking for-hard sole...but is tight till alwiz hurt the behind of my leg...

so even don't really feel comfortable with Gamba, also don't really feel like buying a new pair of point shoe...cos is not cheap...arghhhhhhhhhhh...............

2 weeks ago....teacher was discussing wit 1 of the student about pointe shoe...then suddenly talk bout how easy it was for her to teach me point work when first started...cos i got a very strong arch...but now i m not that good cos i m too lazy....it really hit me.....mayb i shud really work hard.....

always feel my self is not compatible with others in ballet...mayb is MUST work very very very hard....

Sheryn gambate....

All my photos lost

i m sure u all noe that i got a new toshiba laptop..once i got it,then i transfer the files form my old laptop to my new laptop..but except my photos folder...cos that time was busy doing assignment...and the photo folder was very big n cant fit into my ipod at a time to transfer over...so i tot later i wil transfer the photo folder...

but yesterday,my old laptop hardisk corrupted...cant c the folder inside...even the technician at NEC also cant retrive the data..they recoomended a data recovery specialist at low yat..which cost rm500 for data retrieve even is software damage..if hardware damage is rm1500...OMG.....

so now stil considering very hard whether to retrive the data...those photos r over 1000...really heart aching...especially the photo of chiang mai trip with parens is not develop yet...n now is gone...they so gonna screw me if they found out...so jus sssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhh.....

so whoever who noe any1 who can help me pls inform me...thanks....

F1

I'm sure some of you who read thru my blog wil know that i went to F1 for st john duty..it was my first time going to F1 n also first time going for st john duty..woke up at 5am..the nite b4 onli sleep at 2am cos of assignment....haha...

the next day look like shit...then reach there around 7am..then the officers in charge there was surprise why i m not in my full uniform..actually before that i already think of final day might need full uniform..then i jus our ambulance driver..he said no need..so i didnt wear lo...then i was actually placed sumwhere to b the officer who lead sum members to patrol sumwhere...might b the mall area...haha..so decided jus stick with the driver...

met the doctor of the base..very nice person..waited almost half day for the F1 to start...on n off got quite sum ppl who went into the medical base...v r there to assist the doctor..btw..i was placed at the covered hill stand area..

once the F1 started...wow...interesting...the noise...i like it....is a experience...although is very loud...but so different from watching at tv..of cos...

most probably wil go next time...but hopefully wil get the mall area...hehe

1 assignment over...more to come

at last the bu275 asian business environment assignment is over...felt so relief...even feel tired now but stil haven got to sleep...yesday onli slept at 4sumting n woke up at 10am...dunno y...i onli can finish it last minutes even i started 1 week ago...

after finish this assignment..today went to class...lecturer said tomoro n next week wil b assignment consultatiopn during class..aiyo...next 2 week another assignment is due which is on 26th april..sigh....

this 2-3 days need to concentrate on my st john blood donation first...another 2 week left onli....which is on 29th april

then 4th may another assignment due...died....

yesday end up didnt go to LUNA..cos the reception yesday gave the wrong info..need to pay cover charge..nah...not going since i m a poor person...hehe...ended up at a korea restaurant at hartamas choice of shanice...thenlater went for pool...another favourite spot of mine...that place is a bar wit pool n fusball...also play fusball..5 person playing 1 table of fusball...haha...damn fun...n exciting...onli reach home around12

sleep at 12 sumting...got to wake up at 6.30 this morning cos need to get to a school at ampang to give st john exam...but alarm does not work for me...onli woke up at 7.30 haha...the division got almost hundred members...onli started at 9sumting...finish at 2 sumting...

then after lunch..rush back home...change,shower...go for hip hop class...a replacement teacher came...quite funny guy...hehe...got 2 new gurls...not sure this class can last how long....

not going out dinner wit parens...got assignment to rush...so bough 'ban mee'...then came home.,..eat..then slee for 1hour..then woke up to do assignments...

my face now look so tired...

tomoro stil need to wake up at 5am to go for F1 duty...

wil update the blog regarding the F1 duty...

Tired

tired...tired...tired...

today class from 8-5.30..need to wake up at 6am...yesday onli sleep at 12sumting...so..bit like a panda now(i think i alwiz do)...

quite happy tomoro going to LUNA bar as 1 of my classmate,shanice birthday...i think quite some time didnt go there..the last time was with adelene...hehe...i jus love the place...the scenary...the people...atmosphere...everything...

tomoro another busy day...first thing in the morning..had a appointment with Cineleisure management to disucss bout the details of the event...they r collecting rm2000 for security deposit fees...is like...omg...they gonna deduct from the deposit if there is any scratches on their floor or any damage....argh....then jus now was chatting wit my supervisor..he said this project is very important to me...he didnt specificly say how...but i suppose i know wat he meant...higher post,bigger responsibility...

then after that going to Sri aman to give them trial exam...as i m the examiner for most of the division,i can c that most of their performance is not satisfying...i s a trainer n also the trainer for sri aman..of cos need to buck them up so there wun b memalukan...

then probably come back to do assignment...

then later go to luna...aiyo...think of driving to KL also bit worried liao...

some sickening people is stil annoying me....arghhhhhhhhhhhhh....

recently really feel stress out n worned out....

Blogging revive

haha....i m sure u notice that the last time i blog was on december...it is due to my old laptop have problem logging on to blogspot account...

at last i m back

me back wit sumting very new...which is my new laptop...it is TOSHIBA m500p141...cute n small...12inch onli...jus got it on monday afternoon...very with the deal i got...is rm4699..got free gifts:1gb ram(which i wanted to upgrade initially),webcam(i wanted to buy for a long time liao),optical mouse(no use,mayb leave it for office),2 but not 1 notebook cable lock(i wanted to get 1 this time,but got it free, another 1 of cos for my NEC la..i stil love him..),n kingston 2gb thumb drive......it is not a vista nor a intel core 2 duo...dun think worth it to get it now...happy wit wat i got

today got class from 2-6pm...but whole day onli worry bout the assignment which need to be pass up on next wed...i haven really started to type a word...now jus searching for article and reading up...sheryn....FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh.....blood donation on 29th april....real stress out....expenses high...haven found any sponsor yet...sumore need to pay security fees of rm1000 to the mall...if any scratches on the floor then deduct from there...omg....rediculous man!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh.....tomoro got class from 8am-5.30pm...long day...got to sleep soon....