playing her piano

after long time of not touching the piano, today suddenly decided to play it.. y??

cos
she: y must u go watch movie at nite? cant u watch it in afternoon??

me: wats da difference?? also watch movie..

she: go ask him.

me: that day when i told u bout it he was around listening to it.

she nothing to say...

wats her problem man!!!! pissed off!!!

then suddenly tot of, last time whenever i m not happy, then i wil play the piano n play some really fast n loud song where i can hit as hard as possible n release all my anger...

mayb i shud try tonite...obviously it work..my heart dun feel like tersangkut already. but stil pissed off of being here.

although long time didnt play the piano, it wasnt that bad, i stil can remember some of the tune and tone. i was playing 1 of my favourite song, the song name is reason, is actually a korean song, it was used for a korean drama series name autumn in my heart. whenever i play this song, then i wil remember bout my 1st bf. dunno how come that time i relate this song to him. i stil misses those things he used to do for me.