St John St John

exam that day was tough..not easy..not sure did i get it right..went to took my assignment..dissapointment..the other 2 was ok..went to mid valley wit adelene..a man fight a car park lot with me..no gentlemen at all...eat sumting..went walk walk around then went back..

once back home..then start to do st john work..first..the open ceremony letters,invitation letter....not 1 but 5..then i got 300 state cadet camp form need to key in..OMG..n i onli got less than two days..dat was tues night, i need to finish up on thurs night..end up gave some to another member to help me up..then i got opening ceremony meeting on thurs morning..so wed night need to do the minutes and some letter to prepare also..everyday i m busy doing st john work instead of parent's office work..haha

after thurs, need to prepare to do 300 name tag..plus committee then got 350 tags..suppose on the 6th got area meeting..so on fri i need ti finish up the area meeting minutes to post up so it reaches others 14 days b4 the meeting..when i m almost done,the secretary told me the date of meeting going to postpone..haha..end up start doing some work for the name tag..

xmas eve plan to have a bbq at home..a small scale 1..less than 10 ppl..hehe..so sat night went to cold storage to buy some stuff...

sun morning there was a cpr n choking new format training..after the training,start to gather those people who are also there for the training to do the tags..there are almost 20 people helping..hehe..need to cut the tag out..then cut out the name..then laminate..even laminate also doing ourselves cos save cost..then punch hole to put on string..then need to group them out..wow..350 tags..finish within 2 hours with the help of 20 pairs of hands..cant imagine doing it myself..then of cos got 2nd round..went for bak kut teh..

went back to rest..then woke up prepare for bbq..s usual..loads of chicken wing wit loads of honey..yum yum...new idea..bacon wrap sausage...delicious..u shud try it next time

paren went to kl tower restaurant to celebrate...mum call back..said today morning go shopping for my cheongsam..haha...b4 this thought of getting a cheongsam..i think it is a beautiful dress..it dont look 'kolot' at all..

woke uo early this morning..went to mid valley with my mum..went to a shop name et'ho..the cheongsam there look elegant..beautiful..knee length is rm400 plus...long 1 is rm800 onwards..try on 1 is rm 900 plus...dark pink with lots of sequins..sleeveless..sexy too...wit half see through lace on the chest and knee length slit at the side..

there is another shop call chinatown classic..the long 1 is rm189..but it look cheap..i mean not elegant...rather not buying..not worth the money..mum say mayb should go get 1 from shanghai...mayb v are going to shopping at shanghai again...stil remember this year CNY went to Harbin need to transit at Shanghai airport..get to shop lots of branded at the airport itself without getting from the imigrasion..imagine outside would be even more...

got a piece of halter top orange..dont hav a top with this colour..got a knee lenght green pants and a white skirt..all from fcuk..hehe

went home took a nap..start packing..going to kuching on wed..the flight is 7.10am..but need to reach there at 6am..go to kl sentral at 4am to take bus to LCCT..friend voon yen picking me up from home at 3.10am..so means no need to sleep tomoro nite..i m going to kuching to have a ballet course..it wil be a 5D4N thing..not sure what to expect over there.i just know my left big toe nail is coming out..is like 80% removable already..but i m sticking on plaster to keep it in place

Study

this week suppose to be a study week..coming tue,19th, is the last paper. s i said before, the assignment for this subject i screwed up. so i had to really work hard for the exam so i at least stil can get a second upper..i m always questioning myself,have i done enough??m i good enough?? have i done my best?? etc.... i really afraid i cant even get a second upper for this subject..if i really dont, i might lose my scholarship. i definitely get scolding from my mum. i sometime also question myself: i study is to get good grades so i can be proud of myself,so my mum wil not scold,so others can praise i m smart?????....or i study is for the knowledge and for the skills??? i cant choose one, i think both works for me as well..

ok..come back to my studies for this subject. wat m i stil doing so late night?? cos i cant sleep. y i m not studying instead now i m blogging??..hehe..hand itchy,heart itchy,eye itchy, cant stand computer temptation..how many percent i have finish study??i dont know!! how could i don't know??(me stupid idiot)!!... really not sure what to study..no confidence at all..dare not to hope for too much..

just now chatting with my 'kai sai lou', he were saying he wanna change his image, that is his resolution for 2007..i think i should start listing it out now..i actually already have a few in mind already.

• concentrate in class(never fall asleep), of cos need to sleep early the night before
• start doing assignment early
• start doing revision early
• read before attending class
• do more research

all this i know that it can help me in my studies from long time ago, but till now i still cant do it well..so i really hope i can do it in 2007...sorry not 'really hope'..is MUST DO IT!!

next blog,i shall think more resolution..whoever c i really fulfil my resolution in 2007, please praise me,if can present please,thank you....hehe...(i know, i very greedy)

Phuket Trip

saw some real good deal promotion at Airasia ..flight to phuket is onli rm25..wow..cheap!!most probably planning a trip to there sumwhere on jan..any1 interested..go grab for airasia ticket before 17th dec..there are loads of promotion fare..make sure u dun go during school holiday n chinese new year..the other time..would b fine..

Travel..is my other passion..y do i like it??c different things,different people..i jus like things which are special..n adventurous..

Concert After Party

whenver there is any event, normally sure wil hav an after party..the concert "Splendor of Dance" ...is a memorable concert..it was on 19th november 2006..the best so far..mayb cos i participate in more numbers..we had an after party last sun..a bbq at miss liew house(the dance school principal)..the bbq item was really complete..chicken wing n sausages of cos..beef n lamb also available..thats good..this was special cos there are cod fish n sting ray..thats fabulous..never had a bbq wit cod fish n sting ray..but i think the cod fish shud add sum spices on wud b better..n the sting ray with sum sauce to dip wud b plus point..the dvd of the concert is out already..it was play at the living room..most of the people were surrounding to watch..there r sum funny parts..n also sum part which didnt do well..quite sad to c ..thats the reason since that day i havent watch the dvd again..if u r interested,can lend it from me..

the concert that day...stil can remember..
FEAR:teacher scolding,point shoe,toe got problem(pain),make up not good enough,tummy too fat,dance terribly..
happy:at last it is going to b over,others can watch,my hard effort is appreciate
it was really interesting experience,cant wait for the next 1 to come..but i think al of us need some rest..the year after next..means 2008,i think v wil have another concert..
wat i need to work hard from now:
1. sit up (not wait til the last minute to keep the tummy slim)
2.improve more on pointe work (before doing this,need to get a pair of pointe shoe which suit me best)
3.build up stamina

dancing....erm...i think would be my soul..not my everything,but it can bring me life n drive away my sadness..

Jolin Tsai Concert

it was on 9th dec..at kelana jaya stadium

wow!!it was fantastic..conclusion..she dun look innocent anymore..look hot n wild..can b compatible to western singer..if not mistaken i think she grows sum muscle especiall her thigh..i heard she learn gymnast..it was true..she was trying to do sum gymnast stunt.but i think the steps she wanted to do wit the gymnast ball wasnt successful..but gymnast i like the most is ribbon..another conclusion i can make is that my hip hop dance for concert,i think toro(my hip hop teacher) really put in lots of jolin style n flavour in..our dance is like so 'jolin'. hehe..

i get to stand in the front part..quite near to the stage..but didnt intend to c her rite from the middle..cos i m doing my ST JOHN duty..hehe..onli 1 case..nothing major..jus sumting from the firework drop on a gurl head..no bleeding..no lump..jus bit of redness..small patch onli..

saw 1 local actor..he do look cute in real life..slim n tall..hehe...

nescafe kick start

wow...it was interesting,..tot it wil b like the ''siapa boleh" tv show i participate last time. but actually v r 1 of the judge to giv evaluation to them..not bad..there r 8 person. sum really got interesting idea..the dreal job which catch my eyes is the dance studio(of cos la,me dancer,keke)..i think the "bazi"1 quite interesting..the yoga magazine quite convincing.i think the "law aid clinic"was cool..beneficial to the poor n really good idea. i wish al of them good luck. i get the bazi guy to help me to check wat is the suitable career for me. he said sales n marketing. hehe...the world is so small,the guy who has the dream job of law aid clinic, actually noe my dad, n also my cousin brother,yan yan koko.
yan yan koko n me,used to b very close wit me compare wit his relationship wit other cousin. he really take good care of me this mei mei..hehe..because of sum family issue,v hardly meet each other anymore. i think i did not c him for almost 1 year.really misses him alot..dunno how he change to..wonder do he stil remember the exist of this little sister??..i really hope to get in contact wit him..

facial..ouch!!

this morning had a facial appointment a 11am..mumm bought a package there..s usual..get flu during the facial...haih..my nose so sensitif...wonder when wil stop. hear come the squeezing pimples time,scary.the aesthetician asked do i scared pain..i say jus squeeze la..but dammm it..she squeezed damm pain..she jus use the steel to squeeze..but not using hand..so paiiiinnnnn!! after sum struggling, at last it is over.here come the massage part.i enjoy this part the most.so relaxing.but no matter how pain it is,stil stand.chinese has a proverb.'oi leng wu moi meng'. means want pretty dun want life..but for me i does not go up to that extend la..just to keep my face clean,need to stand the pain ..:(

such a failure!!

this is the first time ever i got such low mark for my assignment!!dunno wat happen..i trust the quality of my work..it cant b dat bad..the mark is less than half..i think getting a first class for the subject is already impossible..second upper can hardly get also..i dun wan to break my own record of getting a second lower...
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i think dats al i wanna comment bout this
such a s**ky day..