crossroads

if all my current 3 subjects go on smoothly, then i will be graduating. graduation is only in april. but now, everyone are asking, so when are u graduating? then i say end of the year finish my studies. then they will ask, so wats ur plan after u finish? i say hhmm.. work loh...where? hhmm, dunno yet. most probably in marketing dpt. what company they normally wil also ask...hhmm, should be sum companies which related to cosmetics and fashion gua...

sigh....till now, haven really apply for any job, except for 1 application in jobstreet for loreal company. but that was like 1 month plus ago. til now, no news, means no la. and there are 2hundred plus ppl who apply for it. and 20 ppl who have higher education than me.. omg... how the hell i m gonna get it la... so far found 1 company with vacancy, will apply for it once i hand in my thesis. then later will start sending out resume to some of the companies..hhmm...not sure when i m gonna get a job. some even say, so u going back to ur parents copmany to work?? haha. i smiled at them and say, it is the last thing i would do. unless i really cant find a job. if i do find one, hopefully can start in feb. but before feb and after my exams, i m going to work in their office. mum already booked me to work there...

another crossroads i m facing, on every sunday i have salsa class from 3-4.30pm. and next year aug, will be my ballet dance school concert. from dec onwards, we need to start doing rehearsals. and the rehearsal time would be from 10am-2pm. then 2pm-5pm. the 10am one is for the opening and closing ceremony. the 2pm one, is a dance on point shoe name call firebird(i guess). and gosh, it clashes my salsa class. actually before that already did cross my mind that the rehearsal time might clash with my salsa class. but the confirm schedule not out yet ma. so now..hhmmwat i know, my salsa class dun have any other time for the same class level. so now, gotta reconfirm with them again on other class availability. which i doubt so. and then next next week, when rehearsal start, need to talk to the choreographer on the arrangements. sad...

still remember half year ago, i was in another big crossroads. and after deciding on taking road A, then already rejected to take road B. then later only found out that road A is blocked already. aarrrggghhhh.....

human life is all about coming to crossroads and decision making...