updates of my boring life from 14-18 july

14 jul
woke up. start processing my 2 feet high of st john documents. real hectic. caught a flu. nose sensitive wit the dust. cos that lady is packing my so called study room aka store room. a st john fren came over to settle his pile of stuff. he was asking me has i been talking with my ex.
me: dun have la. i even block him from my msn.
him: oohh really ah. no wonder la he asked me bout u.
me:really ah
him : ya la
me: so wat he ask bout me?
him: he asked how are u doing? do u have new bf. i told him dun have. he ask m i happy? or m i worse off without him? he said that he thinks ur life will b worse off without him. i told him i think u r happy.
me: seriously he ask u such question ah. omg. haha..loll...cant believe it..

omg. i cant believe it he can say such thing. such an [eh as as h oh el ee]

then evening went to work. back home. rest.

15 jul
stay at home, didnt go work to finish up my paper work. so much more to do.

16 jul
morning went to office cos programmer coming over. mana tau, after half hour of the appointment time onli he called me up n informed that his car battery flat. gotta change the appointment to afternoon. (if battery flat, arent he suppose to know it once he try to leave his place??....) then me went home, continue my work. when he reach office, onli ask the lady to call me. then at nite, some st john ppl come over to sign the form, some to redo their forms, some to help to recheck the documents again.

17 jul
same thing, morning woke up, do some paper work. thank god, it is almost done already. i think i m with it for days or even centuries already. so sick of it. then later went to work. nite, went for a st john meeting. then home. i was very tired. very very. but didnt feel like sleeping yet. so s usual, once in my room, then i on the tv, n online. then was clearing off my mail box. my hotmail got 300 over mails. my yahoo mail got 700 over mails. gotta slowly clear off. then i was trying to fall asleep from 2am. til 4sumting i think almost 5am onli really fall asleep. i was thinking so so so much. thinking bout wat i m going thru now. thinking bout wat is coming up for me. thinking of wat i have been thru so far. all the ups and downs. thinking of certain things which i have done which to others is a very bad thing, but to me, m i doing the right thing?? thinking of certain ppl. i was thinking til a certain extend where i m start whippping there. get really emotional...then i even thinking more. caused me cudnt sleep. when i cudnt sleep but so tired, i realy so frustrated.



18 july

got up really late. felt so tired. cos didnt sleep well. after lunch. went to work. then went home. so there goes 1 week. that is how boring my life now is.

jun: thats why for the whole week didnt really have any post up. nothing seem interesting in my this boring world.