after we were born
then we just eat, sleep, play...
for 3 years
when we were 4,
we go to kindergarden...
start to have homeworks
start to have spellings
start to have test
we were often "BRIBE" to do well in spellings or test
(BRIBE includes: sweet, fancy stickers, not getting scold...)
btw, i start going for tuition during my kindergarden years..
for 3 years
when we were 7,
we go to primary schools...
those who go chinese schools especially
have to bring a big big school bag, which may over weight some of the small size pupils..
then start to have caning if homework is not pass up, book is not brought to school...
more tuitions as there are more subjects...
have to finish up the homework every night before goes to bed...
if dun finish, scared will get canned..
btw, i got cane once til my hand got bruise..
exam comes, studyyyyy...
results out, gelabah already..
if good marks feel relieve, but not happy, as getting good marks is a responsibility, so no rewards will be rewarded,
if marks not very good, scared to go home. reason: parents will scold why such silly mistake also can make, why you so careless...so many whys' which the little you do not even know how to answer them...
this went on for 6 years...
end of primary school, got a big test, UPSR, do i have a reward for that? cant remember.
here comes secondary school
omg...more subjects...
means more tuition...
shit!!
tuition are all free now
means: each classes available you must attend
homeworks not as much as primary chinese school..
but homeworks become much harder..
exam become much harder...
wat gelabah the most, parent teacher day,
cos parent will see the report card...
if good felt relieved..
if not up to THEIR expectation, haha
mumbling begin....%$#^%&^(*%$#$!
language scored lowest, every week must pass up 1 essay to each language tuition teacher
didnt pass up, kena scold...
last time hate essay the most, especially the BM 1..
but maths scored highest, how come no such thing as no need go for math tuition...
so here come PMR...
reward was u got straight A's which is 7A's then get RM700.
if less 1 A also get nothing..
want to take the subject of BC..
not allow
reason: this subject very hard to get A, dun take, take during SPM..
result came out...
7A's
haha...happy cos got money...
then here come a sentence...
" expected you can get 7A's,
very easy to get only..."
&^(&*(&%%^&*(&(*R$$#%^
then enter form 4,
which stream to go to,
wanted art, as no interest in being anything which related to science, already start to show interest in business..
but not allow
reason:you still young, not matured yet, when u wanna take science related degree then you will regret then..
no choice...follow lo, but condition not taking biology..
allow
took extra subjects...total 12 subjects...
means more tuition...
5 days a week tuition...another 2 days ballet class
12 classes a week, not cos is 12 subjects, cos some subjects got 2 different tuition teacher, so attend both class.
not much time left after minusing school, coco activities, tuition, ballet class, homeworks...
btw, no tv allow during the weekdays, god knows since when...
exam period, no tv even in weekends...
were sent to a gurl school,
reason: scared got bf, then cant concentrate studies
but this point useless,
stil can have bf anyway
so SPM come
then study study
then go to pre U
go study foundations
study again lo..
assignments lo
exams lo
then do my degree
study again lllluuuu...
assignments...
exams...
then after graduate..
do wat??
work lo..
work...then go to sleep
then next day work again...
so working lifes go on til retired...
then retired already do wat??
spend time doing this n that...
then life ends there...
so wats the meaning of life??
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yer feel so sad reading this..but its really kind of true...you're not the only person feeling this way cos i sometimes also think about whats next...and its scary...SIGHH
the worst thing i ever felt is, you know all those science thing we learnt before, outside of the earth, there is such a big galaxy, then outside of the galaxy, there is such a big universe and there are so much more space out there which we do not about it at all. so what are we?? i sometime think, probably we are just one of the character in the SIMS game, and the who is the 1 playing it? haha...dun know
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