disappointment

yesday i went to see a person. while talking wit this person, all my disappointment towards this org suddenly back again, n the words said by this person even add up to this disappointment.

last time i join this org because of a reason. a reason which i always think is so great. in anything i do, especially someting which interest me, i wil do my very best. of cos, it got some kind of recognition from these ppl. when i started to get some recognition, it actually motivate me to work harder. however, when come to a point, where the recognition is slowing down. started to be fading off.

but i always question myself, wat is my main aim to b here.

so...

there is onli 2 option i have here

first, stick to my main aim, means i gonna be low profile and jus stick to my main aim..by staying low profile that means i m going to stop doing those job which do not contribute to my main aim...

second option is, continue with the way i work now, but make sure i get the recognition i should have when i m expecting it. if not i gonna stay away...

so thats it...