jobless

i m stil jobless now. is fun and not fun to be jobless.

is fun cos u r so free
is not fun cos u r too free n got nothing else to do and felt bored

is fun cos dun have to worry bout paying bills
is not fun cos u cant use money freely cos is not your own money

is fun cos u can sleep til very late
is not fun cos when u woke up u stil feel like so tired although u didnt do much

is fun cos...dunnoo...

but for at the moment...i really wanna start working. those who start working sure said i stupid. but i feel like there is no meaning when i woke up every morning. make me so lazy. although i got things to do, but i wil always said i m so free tomoro, i wil do it tomoro....n i even procrastinate more....bored bored bored....

before this, i thought getting a job i want is very easy.

but now, after really trying, it is tough. it is not fun at all. i cant wait to start working......!!!!!!