autumn in my heart

the song autumn in my heart, whenever it is played. then i makes me think of someone. someone who i spend very little time together with, but some1 who can make such a unforgettable mark in my heart. probably it is because it was my first love. my very first puppy love i would say. however, i never in contact with him anymore. it was because the last time i lost my hp n i lost his number too. the last time i saw him when i was 18 i guess.

when i listen to the song jus now, a gush of feelings came to me...i really must blog this out.

alrite, lets talk how i know him. i was form 3 that time. i am a st john that time. he is a pbsm. my school st john n pbsm had a joint gathering. so he came to the gathering. i remember that time he n his group of frens were sitting behind me n my frens. then gathering is all bout games. there was this game, he was invited out to participate in. but he did a gurl partner for that game. he is from VI. is a boy school. so no gurls he know. he just invited me to play the game with him. alrite. the game....haha. flour game. popular tools for games back in school days. so the game is like this, one person suppose to dip the face into a plate of flour which has rubberband in it. then bite on the rubberband. and the other person is biting on a straw. so have to put as many rubberband as possible onto the straw inorder to win. so of cos he is the one who dip the face into the flour. n me holding the straw la. when he is putting the rubberband on the straw, the distance of our face are very near. b4 that was quite shy to look straight on his face. but this was the time to look clearly how he looks like. although his face full of flour, but then he stil look good. he is taller than me half a head. not fat. not skinny. overall, good looking. we were laughing at each other cos kena flour. but he got more...THE. so when we finish the game we get back to our seat. then we started to chat abit. after for a while, he borrow my hp. i tot he needed to make a phone call. so i lend him. that time so innocent. didnt know that he actually use my hp to miss call his hp to get my number. i didnt realise that even after he return to me. when i leave the place for a while, then i receive a sms from him...haha. then that time only i knew.

then since then, we start sms to each other. chat over the phone...icq...and he really a very hardworking person in terms of studies. most of time, i ask wat you doing. study normally is his answer. i was motivated to study too that time. hehe. after the gathering we did went out. the first time was he came to my school by train. behind my school is lrt station. then we went to a kfc nearby. then we makan lo. then go back to my school. however, it was heavy rain that time. so fortunately my fren stay nearby, went to her place to borrow an umbrella. then we start walking back to my school. back to school is 15minutes walk distance normally. then before reaching my school there is this park. it was under renovation. when is raining, some part get flooded. we couldnt walk over to my school. and then he suggested and say he wil carry me over that puddle of water. is not puddle of water, i was quite deep actually. i said no need. we shall just take the long way. he didnt say anything. he jus squad now and scoop me up. wow. i know. that is so the romantic. hehe.... then while walking half way, then there was this crane at the park which does the renovation work, the worker inside horn us. and tell us to get out of there. cos it mayb dangerous. then i told him, we should use the other way. then he walk back. then i saw the water stain on his pants reaches his knee. omg. that is quite deep weih....[ting ting!!!] little gurl like me felt so touched again. then we slowly walk back using the other way. then while we were passing sum of those bungalows, i remember him saying, in future, i wil own one of these kind of house. hehe...[ woohoo.... a guy with dreams....add point...] haha....lol....when we reach at the bus stop outside my school, he actually take off his shoes n turn over. it was water pouring out...haha...he was wearing leather shoes. water cant flow out..hehe...poor guy got those water in his shoe when he was in that pool of water. n is mud water....

hehe...so far...very touching... alrite, i gotta go back to study... to be continued if i m in the mood...hehe