should i be happy or not?? recently there are quite some perk ups at home which really upset me. i think is not only recently, it has been always. i do not know whether to say myself shud b happy with what i have or sad with wat i dun have. so let me list down wat i have and dun have:
(purple is wat i have and red is wat i dun have)
- a brand new car, a honda civic, with a plate number of WRU 1101 which is my birthday, it is in sparkling gray colour
- i do not have the freedome of go wherever i want without asking permission. i have to tel them where i m going, then they wil ask specificly how many ppl is going and who is going and how am i going. where and how stil understandable. if i said i m going with my classmate then farking stop asking how many going and wat are the names who are going. n as if u remember them. sumtime they even mix them up and i have to farking explain to them everytime who is who. and not only asking b4 i go. and even when i m back they farking like to ask again who was there. didnt i told u who was there b4 i went. i m so sick!!!!!!
- branded clothes, branded handbags
- dont get to buy new handphone whenever i like
- travelling around the world
- go clubbing all i want to go. they think go clubbing means drinks will get spike and then wil get rape!!!!! not that them saying that out. i guess had been a long time me not going to clubbing. the reason is i m too lazy to tel them that i want to go. then they wil ask even more question or even disallow me to go. i rather dun ask so watever they said are not going to spoilt my mood of the day. with them spoiling my mood, the whole day, i m unproductive at all. which is bad for studies, dun they farking understand!! i m defintely going all i like when i start working. cos i do not need to farking depend on them anymore. they not happy with me, i shift out onli la.
i hope the car that i m getting enough to make me happy for sum time.
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u made me sad, seriously yes.
u have a brand new car. I dun even have an old car. At least if u go college, u go outside U dun have to walk, don't have to take public transport, and dun have to wait for busses. wanna exchange?
i wish i dun have the freedome my dear. no one knows if I am going to class or going to work. no one bother to ask. or maybe they know but they dun care much. but i understand very damn sien and fan la keep on asking so many thousand times.
branded clothes branded handbags. my clothes all unbranded and my bag even kantoi edi i dun dare to buy new one.
didnt get to buy handphone ah? mine rosak till kao lek edi also still using it. sometimes phone shouldnt give u enough satisfaction.
eh go clubbing also never go before. next time ajak me okie? Hehe. ur mom scare of course la dey..u so damn hot..anyone goes with u sure sweating edi ler. of course takut takut le..
if u shift out then u no more car lo?
i always ask ppl dun compare but naturally i did that. hehe. be hapy with ur car. :)
hey babes
relax ah
1st of all, they are parents, you have no choice because they are programmed to be worried so much.
but if they ask you where you going, who going with, how many, just tell them, no harm (yah i know, sucks to repeat all the time)
but at least you can go right?
as with clubbing, they dont understand that you are going with ppl you trust, you need to let them now this. If you tell them you go there meet new ppl all the time, wah, confirm cannot go.
you can tell them, that you dont accept other ppls drinks, only buy drinks yourself. How can ppl spike like that.
cheer up kiddo.
most 19-20 year old kids in a country like Nz have to buy their own 10 year old 1.3 toyota starlet to drive around. public transport even worse there.
y cant you 2 just be on my side and say things which will make me happier???
sebab u kakak aku. :)
real friends tell the truth
dear 2 of you:
OF COS i know the truth. just that cant you just make me feeling slightly better??!! this few days i just feel really down. just dunno why.
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