Friday, 20 June 2008

frustrated

who am i frustrated with??
who else??
of cos them..
mayb also myself.

i am frustrated with myself for being lack of courage. why i til today stil do not have the courage to fight back? why til today i stil do not have the courage to runaway from them? why til today i stil dare not to fight for my own rights??

i am frustrated with myself for being worry too much. why i worry so much bout the consequences? why i worry so much bout the future which is yet to come? why do i have so much planning for my future? why do i need to make sure they are part of the planning in my future?

i am frustrated with myself for being such a patience person. why am i so patience of them? why i can just act nothing happen even i feel so bad deep inside me? why i can be so patience to wait years after years??

i m frustrated with myself for being so powerless.

i m jus so frustrated with everything in my life. my life sucks.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

u plan for ur future so u can do better... they have to be with ur plan as u had been with their's for so long...

Jia you... i believed u are gud in sumthing, but mayb not everything... Just dun related all together...

N...make sure ur plan goes well, do it one by one... n make it to realistic... jia yon la....n_n