tough year to be in

while i m typing this blog, i m actually eating secret recipt cheesecake...omg..is so delicious..long time didnt eat it already..i love the marble cheesecake the most...when it melt in my mouth, the aroma of the cheese is..... no word could describe it..

jus now went for a st john meeting, sigh...so much things to do..y work r not ever done..i stil got piles of st john work at my home waiting for me to complete..my division is having a anniversary dinner,33rd anniversary..very long huh..but sadly not much history can be tell.so not sure wat can i do to make the dinner more interesting other than getting more lucky draws n door gifts.. lucky that my committee r very capable ppl, they r able to get quite some sponsorship. so proud of them. is undeniable they can help a lot, but they stay quite some distance away, if not i can promise a higher achievement. but some r them r jus stil so childish. i hope they can be more independent, then i can leave to them to run the whole division by themselves. but i wil stil always be there to support them.

at last i get to decide wat subject i wil be taking for this semester and next semester. for the past few days i was scratching my head so hard. i couldnt decide..but at last found out a few things n knew that i have no choice. but lucky is quite wat i prefer.hehe...

another thing to worried about is wat topic to do for my research paper. is either sumting got to do with fashion industry, but defintely going to be focusing on marketing.

this year is gonna be a tough year...i dunno how i m going to survive through this year without sum1 supporting beside me..feeling lonely during the quite nites, normally at nite i m very emotional bout things....but during the day, i m a tougher n rational person... dunno wat i really want...can some1 tell me??